Reading some Carl Jung recently and it struck me how he talks about archetypal possession, how powerful it can feel but also how dangerous for one's sanity.
It instantly took me back to a time I was interacting with a Gorean Dom. He introduced me to the concept of a kajira, and though it felt strange at first I was fascinated.
Because I had hopes for a dynamic with him, I began researching it and slowly warming myself up to the idea of becoming one. One evening I literally felt like I was becoming her, the "perfect slave".
Suddenly, I was radiating an intense magnetism like I’d never felt before. My physical movements became more deliberate, sensual and graceful, as if a different person had taken over my body. It was intoxicating but also scary, as if I might be losing my grip on everyday reality.
Looking back, I'm not even sure how "Gorean" that man actually was. Luckily for me, he showed his true colors soon enough, and the illusion shattered before anything real could happen. But that temporary "transformation" stayed with me as proof of something quite extraordinary.