Feb 7, 2020
@gosssmer gets lavender !! starter based on “good feeling” by haley blais
the bad times hit HARDER than the good. she sits on the floor, knees drawn to her chest, hands holding a warm mug of tea that the other had made for them. she sighs, it feels ODD. she’s not used to someone being there for her - taking care of her. “i just - i don’t know if this makes sense. but - sometimes i just think the world is such a mess. i just keep pushing back all these feelings and - and my chest hurts and i...” she trails off, sighing as she stares at the floor. she can’t LOOK at her, she might CRY. “happiness is fine. i just - i think i lost it.”