She’d been so deep in her own head about their mission that she hadn’t heard him come through the door. She’d made it clear he was more than welcome to spend time up in her cabin; he was one of the few people she’d freely allow in the space without much fuss. He’d nearly startled her standing behind her, though as usual she didn’t so much as flinch… at least, not until she realized what was exposed as she stood there.
Her… “new” skin. Her unmarred, untouched skin—which she’d been doing her damnedest to keep covered and hidden for her own comfort. There were a lot of new scars. Well… new, in a strange sense, more like. Scars that weren’t going away, that were more like open wounds with the faintest glow underneath them. Like the ones on her face, there were scars on her body, albeit small ones… and no matter what happened, they refused to heal, refused to diminish in nature, like they were taunting her. Reminding her of the other scars she’d lost; of the scars that used to define her.
“…yeah,” she replied softly, debating his words. Maybe now was the time to talk about them. He’d seen her old scars; he’d seen how they marred her body, covering a significant portion of them like a canvas painted with her suffering. Those scars were gone; there was no bringing them back, not with how her body was now. But maybe… maybe he’d understand. Maybe he’d see what was going on in her head, see how much she felt like a stranger in her own mind.
With one deep breath, she spoke quietly. “When I… died, it uh… I don’t—really know the details, exactly, Miranda’s probably better to ask there, but uh… Those are—cybernetic scars. They’re scars leftover from when Cerberus—under Miranda’s directive—well… rebuilt me. They’re the same as the ones on my face; it’s from the… ah, what did Chakwas call it… synthetic proteins—what my skin is now made of, I guess—not properly healing. When I get… upset, they sort of… burn, and itch, underneath the skin. They’ve been like that since I’ve woken up, and they just… refuse to heal.” Some small part of her knew exactly why that was: Chakwas had said it was directly tied to her psychological state.