Aug 17, 2025
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#maybe TW but can I just say I had a terrible fckn dream last night#first off Idfk how this happened but I was IN a house with my ex who is low key scary and draining of all positive energy#and I was like in the basement UNPACKING things and I looked at my phone to see a whole conversation where I agreed to move in with them….#GULP!!!!!!#and then they made their appearance like checking in on me putting on their weird fake nice thing they’d do sometimes which was#very eerie btw#and in my dream I was like hell no I didn’t sign a lease I need to GO and call an uber or something but then I couldn’t find my phone#so I grabbed a CURTAIN and made it into a bar and starting shoving my belongings in there which on a funny note was just all of my favorite#water bottles lol I am very closely attached to my water bottles………#well anyways I kept pretending to unpack things but sneakily I just kept packing my makeshift curtain bag and hiding it everytime they came#near me to check on my progress and in my dream I could just feel my heart beating so fast and hard because I just wanted to get out and#avoid them even seeing me leave#so the second I could I BOLTED out of the front door but my BAG RIPPED AND ALL MY WATERBOTTLES WERE ON THE LAWN#but I knew I had to abandon them so I just started sprinting down the block as fast as I could#and apparently#my house was only two blocks away because I saw my house and ran in and JUMPED into my bed and then woke up eventually#but damn wtf lol