𝐆𝐚𝐦𝐞 𝐒𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐞𝐝 𝐩𝐭.1
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𝐬𝐮𝐦𝐦𝐚𝐫𝐲: an insecure little Haku loss his dream little by little, but someday mr. Lee introduce him to someone called Seulgi. And eventually, another four girls entered to his world.
𝐭𝐢𝐦𝐞: 2011-2012
𝐠𝐞𝐧𝐫𝐞: kind of angst??
𝐭𝐰/𝐜𝐰: mentions of and bullying, self-insecurities, loneliness and physical criticism
𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐞: an epic room lol, i love writing dramatic stuff so I couldn't resist:-( and I decided to separate this into 3 parts cause it's messy, so it may be boring to read... sorry if this has grammar errors
𝐭𝐞𝐥𝐥 𝐦𝐞 𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐮 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐤♡︎
Am I doing something wrong? I give a look in the mirrors again... It's been like one hour already and I cannot step away from them no matter what.
All is starting to be more difficult, they're so competitive here. The more I practice, the more I seems to be a failure, and some boys hating eachother doesn't help.
I miss my home, my sister Yui and... Rena, I really want to see her happy again. I always remember when she told me to follow my dream and always stand no matter how deep I fall, but... Am I doing the right thing? In the future, will I be someone?
“Haku, little shit! sunbaenim is calling you!”
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“Did you call me, sunbaenim?” Mr. Lee was with a girl at his side, I never saw her before, maybe cause I barely walk around the building and met people...
“Yes, I need to introduce someone to you. She's Seulgi, Kang Seulgi and he's Haku, Takeda Haku. And I want you two make a choreo for the next monthly presentations, you should coordinate your times to practice. I'll let you guys alone, if you have questions you know where to find me”
Is she nice? or she's gonna be like the others who critize everything I do since I'm here?
“Hi, I see you dance before, you're amazing!”
“R-really? I-i'm always in the back...”
“And that's not bad, I'm sure that if you're at the front, you'll kick everyone”
“Thanks...” Someone call her from the door, i bet she's friends with everyone...
“Oh! I have to go, tomorrow we can practice! find me at the girls trainees room at 5:30”
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The competition for being on the top always made me feel weird, they treat everyone bad and the monthly revision is a completely nightmare. I know this is important but the boys became blind, Minjae don't talk me anymore, I think he hate me and Daniel started to insult other just because of their looks.
“He need to lose more pounds” “And grow up” “Yes, and maybe take care of himself, he's so tanned and his eyes are so small, Japanese people are not like that” “Who is him anyway?” “The new trainee, he's coming from the japanese SM” “He shouldn't have come, he's a little ugly” “Japanese people aren't that boring to dress...” “And he's so quiet” “Maybe he's gay” “Do you think so? What a shame”
That's the kind of things I hear often, but why looks are so important? I look my reflect again, I know that I'm not tall and confident like them but I'm working hard to be better and proof all my passion for dance, beauty is not so important to me... right?
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“H-hello, it's Seulgi here?” I looked into the room. It's a way more big than the ours. And I hope someone listen me cause I don't want to...
“Mmm, maybe. For what do you want her?” A girl appears, she seems more older than Seulgi and so intimidating!
“Oh! Irene unnie, he's Haku!”
“H-hi, I'm...”
“I'm Irene, how old are you?”
“Fourteen...”
“Cute! I'm eighteen” Seulgi said
“And I'm twenty...” Irene was so old compared to us, but she's really stunning. I bet she is the girl who turned the guys so in love. “You guys are going to practice here?”
“No, Tifanny unnie said that her practice room is empty for today” Seulgi went to pickup her bag and things while Irene analyzed me with her eyes, maybe I look bad today too? “Come on, Haku!”
We started to walk where the seniors practice, what if tvxq! are here? It might be a dream if I know them.
“Do you like it? it's my favourite room here” Seulgi said. I looked at the wall and a sky was at the center, it's really pretty and makes the room very calm. Our practice room is so ugly and everyone make the atmosphere tense and uncomfortable cause Daniel wants to be the leader or something... “So what do you want to dance?” Seulgi asked
“I'm good with everything... I-i mean if y-you want to choose”
“What about a cover?”
“I like it, m-maybe we can change some part and make our version...”
“Cool! you're a genius Haku!” Seulgi lightly hit my shoulder and I felt the heat in my cheeks. Oh my god I'm so stupid...
At the end we made a choreography for Mirotic and now this is our last day before the presentation... I'm so nervous cause Seulgi is the best at dancing, even more than the boys and I thinks she's my only friend now, Irene actually talks to me but I think that it's just because of Seulgi.
I was leaving the room when someone grabbed my shoulder “Where the fuck have you been? The guys and I are so hungry, there” Minjae searched something in his pocket and threw at my feets. “Go and buy some ramen”
“But I have to prac...”
“I heard that you have been with this girl... Seulgi right? What a whore you're, I didn't expect that from you, specially from such an ugly boy” Why Minjae know that? I didn't tell anyone and...
“Then who's next? Irene? Oh boy! you like the best friends, that's so fucked up” Daniel know too? I'm so tired already, what did I do?
“Why won't you just shut up?” Irene? Why is she here?
“So you're defending the little guy? I didn't know you have that preferences... noona” Daniel seems to be mad but Irene gets closer to his ear.
“My preference is telling Mr. Lee who don't deserve to be here... I just imagine how much you're going cry to your daddy to paid him more to accept you being here with those little dogs behind you...”
What's happening?