save me hfth,,,,,, hello from the hallowoods save me,,,,,

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save me hfth,,,,,, hello from the hallowoods save me,,,,,
it's april. why are you halloweening? i gots to knows
it's not april in the
halloween universe!!!
Plvralspace is actually fun to use surprisingly.. friends.. join us.
Well i DID clock him with the bird
Letting myself melt into the old special interest of special effects, making up and body painting has been quite fun; it explains why I approach my digital art the way I do, as 3d planes vs static images, and for some undiscernable reason, I've just connected the dots.
Tbqh love the thicker I get, I stay toned and it just gives me more muscle definition when I flex~
When u find out that your fucked up boss who you thought was cool b/c he was so laid back actually put your job in /jeopardy/ in September and you JUST found out in December that one wrong move and you're fired and you found out from your NEW BOSS, the one you just got last week & realising that if you had gotten fired it would have been completely out of the blue to you because that manager didn't have the required meeting with you or ANYONE on your team to give you the yearly rating b/c he was actually "too" laid-back, & this shoots any hope you had about getting off of the fucking phones in the face until at LEAST next October & you just found out now, 10 minutes ago. Oh and also, you found out that you weren't considered 'performing', he got you written up b/c of his negligence and you're actually just stuck in this job you needed out of so bad & wanted to move to another business unit, but your neglectful manager actually fucked you up the ass no lube and strangled any ~year end~ raise you were going to get for performance. And you're finding this out now. Oh and he told me not to change to a specific code during LOA saying that it was normal, and then I find out that it was actually grossly against protocol & i could have gotten fired for insubordination the whole time by the company!
Struggling with an unknown trauma reaction & have been all month & frankly it is getting so fucking old. Not even a latent response, but a broiling underneath the skin accompanied by destructive urges and frenetic snapping of the maw. Joints and muscles tense all the time and mind racing, foggy but swirling. None of it feels solid; nothing does, but it does at the same time.