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[alienigena-pansexual]

[strifemade]

@hanakarii​​ - ♥

       ❝Beginning to think I SHOULDN’T ‘ve asked.❞

[starblood]

                  ❝ you know what would be really fun? getting to fly. i don’t mean on like -- like a mount or something. but flying outright. ❞ she’s a little tipsy.

                  | @hanakarii​

[legendoftheghost]

15. How often does your muse cry? Do they view it as weakness?

Angsty Character Questions: || @hanakarii || accepting

15. How often does your muse cry? Do they view it as weakness?

Heightened emotions, for Jin Sakai, becomes exceedingly uncomfortable, embarrassing, a sign of low emotional intelligence, a sign of weakness even. When the emotional center of his brain was created, just think of it as being encased in steel and lined with razor wire. Then, just in case one of those pesky emotions slipped through, his tear ducts were covered in impenetrable material. Because Jin Sakai gets so accustomed to being a fortress of strength that he often neglects or outright denies himself the innate need to sometimes just let it all out. 

While periodic release of these pent-up emotions may have a positive effect on his own health and general wellness as stress relief, Jin Sakai does find the act of crying as a sign of weakness, and he will strenuously try to hold back tears as much as possible. Knowing that emotions generally have a logical reason behind them; usually something happened that causing him to feel a certain way — whether he is immediately aware of it or not. Jin would attempt to find the cause; which could take ample amount of time and practice, but once he does, he will attempt to deal with his emotions by a long session of meditation, and taking nature walks. 

What’s stopping him from crying when he feels sadness? When he has experienced feelings of deep sadness, he always finds himself asking, “Is this an appropriate time for me to express that?” There is absolutely no way that Jin will be expressing his emotions in public, as the Ghost; it would be inappropriate and result in embarrassment for the former samurai. He would possibly acknowledge that there are times when it is not only okay but normal and healthy, but he would most likely suppress his emotions as much as he could, lest he lets them all out in private. 

He generally is not the type to dwell on their emotions, and will often bottle them up for a long time. He does not feel comfortable with crying or any overt expression of emotions in this way. He will often attempt to hold their sadness in for a long time, until he finally boils over. Jin Sakai will cry because he has gone far too long without allowing himself to pay attention to his own emotions, and finally he forces his way out through his tear ducts. 

He will often attempt to keep his emotions to himself, and will not want it to happen in front of another person. In some cases though, if someone he cares about has hurt him deeply, he most likely and simply couldn’t hold it in any longer. He also may be extremely honest with how he feels, but it would most often likely look as if he is speaking of not his own emotions, but looking through it in a third-person perspective. Even in his candor honesty, Jin will be mostly guarded with the visceral, raw truths of his emotions. 

[sasorikigai]

@hanakarii gets Satoshi Hasashi. 

▬▬ι═══════ﺤ 🔥 || Power can be total, yet - in spite of that, remain purely external as a threat. Satoshi experienced this in his long travels. He was just liable and vulnerable to die once again, and over and over again, lest such harbored power of his hellfire could be manifested as brute, naked force. He could only acknowledge and come to admission that his own hellfire is an elucidation from how his pristine ideology is implemented. But none when it comes to its effects on its opponents. The air remains overripe with the petrichor of post-rain splendor; he remains consistently surrounded by the saccharine perfume of the sakura scattering about in the steady zephyr. Satosho holds his hand up to the light that sieves through his fingers; pink and gold rushing and penetrating bone-deep. 

Here in the balmy, sugary afternoon, it is just him and the other female warrior alone in his limited, hollowed world. Bruised knees like soft bruised plums and sunstroke cheeks reconstructing as blush as the young, underdeveloped warrior continues still, overexerting himself beyond exhaustion. Beneath the summer citrus, the flaming chained kunai whips like striking serpents, depositing its venom through vicious fangs. 

After all, it was his father’s legacy, transferred in the Nether, deep in the fire and brimstone of everburning, unquenchable inferno. This is both his revelation and paralysis; shackling him in unbreakable mandibles as he loosens each and every chain. He wants to live on his own, without the greatest Shirai Ryu warrior - his deceased father - for he simply cannot relax. 

Satoshi’s mind is like a brook; always running, always seeking, always murmuring. For he was born with an arrow in his heart, and it is painful to pull it and it is painful to leave it. “What would you do,” his abrupt inquiry sharpens his gaze, his raw sensitivity, along with his taut apprehension painting clearly on his visage. “No death or a slow and certain escape could revive my entirety returning to the physical world. And I find myself sinking into the inescapable quagmire of impasse.” ▬▬ι═══════ﺤ 🔥 ||

[battleshot]

➤ ➤ ➤  𝒉𝒂𝒏𝒂𝒌𝒂𝒓𝒊𝒊                                      𝐜𝐥𝐢𝐜𝐤𝐞𝐝 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐚 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐞𝐫

𝑾𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒘𝒂𝒔 𝒊𝒕 𝑰𝒈𝒏𝒊𝒔 𝒔𝒂𝒊𝒅 𝒂𝒃𝒐𝒖𝒕 𝒓𝒐𝒂𝒎𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒕𝒐𝒐 𝒇𝒂𝒓?     Probably that he     𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝𝐧'𝐭.     Ah well!     Another lesson learned he supposed.     Was it his fault that he caught sight of a bird looking much like a Chocobo?     Naturally  ,   he needed to take a snap  ,   and who could blame him?     He    𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐞𝐝     on getting as much out of this trip as he could  ,   a whole album of memories to say the least.

Unfavorable is it  ,   however  ,   that to     𝗮𝗱𝗱 𝘁𝗼 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗳𝗮𝗶𝗹𝘂𝗿𝗲     of being unable to find said creature  ,   Prompto now found himself   …   𝘮𝘪𝘴𝘱𝘭𝘢𝘤𝘦𝘥.     To add to this  ,   no signal.     He sure did get himself into a spot of trouble  ,   or did trouble seek him?     A noise     𝙧𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙧𝙗𝙚𝙧𝙖𝙩𝙞𝙣𝙜      in near distance  ,   and     𝐍𝐎𝐓     a humane  ,   friendly one.     Allowing camera equipment to hang loose around his neck  ,   quick to summon     𝒒𝒖𝒊𝒄𝒌𝒔𝒊𝒍𝒗𝒆𝒓.     Arm raised  ,   cautious  ,   edging around the corner to face whatever foe stood in the way of a group reunion.              ❝     𝗘𝗮𝘀𝘆 𝗣𝗿𝗼𝗺𝗽𝘁𝗼  ,   𝗜𝘁’𝘀 𝗳𝗶𝗻𝗲  ,   𝘆𝗼𝘂’𝗿𝗲     𝙩𝙤𝙩𝙖𝙡𝙡𝙮     .. 𝗳𝗶𝗻𝗲.      ❞

[ancsthctist-archived]

reijiro texting sayuri: im grabbing sushi do u want me to grab u something

sayuri: sends a giant string of emojis

reijiro:

reijiro: i dont know what this means

reijiro: i dont know what any of this means

[ironblccded]

     Alright, replies I owe first off. Just replies, Ill piece it piece by piece together afterwards. But these are what I KNOW that I owe so far. If I am missing one, lemme know. 

@darkinblade​ / @ionian-taker​ (2) / @catnippp​ / @nightbeat-cat​ / @starsweepers​ (2) / @onlyhorn​ / @sherachat​ / @infortunii​ / @hanakarii​ / @maledictus-maleficus​ / @ilusionis​ 

     Starters I owe: 

@blessedragoon​ (3 and I know Its super late but they are coming I swear!) / @starsweepers​ (3) / @burdensword​ (3) / @sunpierce​ (I know it’s taking forever but it’s coming I swear!)