#having another episode

[blondepw]

despite the horrors, fall out boy is back this week

[the3leafedclover]

I have an important question

I have hair

make it emo

cut your bangs you freak

Voting ended onNov 7, 2024

[twig-the-edgelord]

OH MY GOD PLEASE DON'T HATE ME PLEASE!

[thehealingplum]

Sometimes I worry that people "love" me out of pity and obligation.

I've always been open about my difficult household. My toxic family. And I worry that some people may feel like they have to care for me to make up for what I didn't get.

I know that giving love and receiving love can be addictive. It gives you a sense of purpose and you can end up clinging to it.

I don't want people to feel like that with me cuz it's scary to lose oneself over taking care of another person.

[meilute]

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[gethprime]

prepare for depressing text posts!!!!

[ashyybees-art]

First Choice (original poem)

I know i’m no one’s first choice

or even anyone’s second.

so i’ll just watch from the side

and be happy for you

or at least try to be….

I’ll be here whenever you need me

Just can you please promise the same?

I have faith in you

but I still worry.

I’ll continue to plaster a smile on my face

and walk and talk happily

until later when I look through the mirror

and regret all over again.

I want to hide

I want to disappear sometimes

or just have a do-over

I’ll do my best until you’re gone

until you leave

and i’m left like a leaf in the autumn wind

 I’ll do my best until I wither to dust.

Will you remember me?

At least for a little while?

It’s okay if you forget me

because in the next life

I’ll forget me too.

[notch-in-ur-bedpost]

my bones feel like they're expanding and my skin seems too tight. im suffocating in soft pale layers and my heart feels like it's pounding-screaming- to be let out from it's ribcaged walls..