#having bad thoughts

[fat-house-cat-vibes]

I'm in that mood again to be around someone that notices when I start to slow down in my eating, when I seem to be lulling in my habits, my bad and unhealthy habits creeping back in to make me smaller. So they start reminding me to eat more, try to offer snacks, eventually straddling my waist as they shove food past my lips. Not stopping in feeding me until I'm groaning and panting, barely able to form a thought let alone one of self loathing, only then stopping and patting my swollen middle warning they'll do it again if they must

[itwasaseven92]

imagine if they posted bts leaks of the byler kiss on April 1st just to fuck with us.

[uluvjay]

Thank you Pinterest..

[writeforfandoms]

Today has been shit and I'm ready to be done with the day.

[thegrandlinesimp]

Been incredibly depressed lately, my dysmorphia is front and centre, so I’m gonna be taking a break from here. Setting up seeing a therapist.

I’ll still be writing, just not reblogging or posting anything.

Don’t know when I’ll be back, I just need a break.

[ileftmyscarfthere]

guess who's in a pit of despair and depression again it's everyone's favourite ginger aka me 🙃

[bananacat666]

x

[pupurge]

sweet kind boy who snaps and rapes me and and and slaps me and fucks all the bad thoughts from my head and fills it with him. bad thoughts of him. good thoughts too.