#hazels-grenade

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misanthropic-thunder said: Kick him in the balls.

Wow, that's rude.

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"'Cause when I think of intellectual things, I think of you... even though you're dumb"

KC, wrapping a put down in a compliment to me.

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I WANT TO MOVE IN TO KAYCEES HOUSE WITH MY WHOLE HEART

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Day was a very good day.

Not really for any one big reason, just a bunch of really small ones really. First of all I just felt hella cute, which is happening more often these days, but it was just nice today, and I had the confidence to wear my Doctor Who Baker scarf out in public for the first time ever.

I worked out my average for Uni so far, and I was 2.3 away from being a distinction, if I had just finished my essay, I would be well into that distinction (it's okay that I didn't, because it's not a big percentage of my mark anyway). I'm aiming to be one of the first to get a high distinction in this course though. 

I also got to see two of my closest friends today. I saw Damian and we did what we did in Melbourne a lot, which was go to a cafe late at night and read our own books. I've never really had a friend I can just sit in comfortable silence with and do this, so it was super nice. Then I saw KC, went to Fast Eddies and just had a ball getting to know her room mate who is super cool (AND A STARKID FUCK YEAH). All I missed in the best friends department was Roxi. The butt was sleepy after work. :P

Cool.

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Today was a strange day. It was nice but I think without my interactions with KC, Roxi, and Leah, today would've been shit. So thanks guys.

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I was going to do a bunch of study tonight with KC over doing other organisation stuff she needed to do, but instead we ended up having really interesting and stimulating conversations.

Oh well, I finished the reading, I'll probs just answer the focus questions in my lecture tomorrow morning. 

Luckily the reading was about intelligence and the different types of it, and one of the things it mentions is that intelligence is not just about what you know and one way you can increase it is by having these kinds of conversations, so I think my lecturer would approve if she knew that's why I didn't finish it. :P

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Today was wonderful. Just, wow.

Okay so I started early and went to the chiropractor. There's not much to tell here. It was an appointment, it was nice to have my back/neck cracked in a couple of places and the receptionist was cute and intelligent. Nothing super special, but nice, ya know.

Then I went into the city to meet up with the band and just have lunch. We didn't really talk about anything in particular, but it was nice bonding time. Again, nothing super special. I walked around the city alone for a little bit after, had a couple of coffee's from the cute cafe's we have around the city and ended up going home a little later than I had planned. 

Tonight was special though. 

I picked up Kaycee and we went to a little gig in a small laundromat in Leederville. What an amazing night that was. The musicians that preformed were all so talented and the "venue" was super cute. It reminded me a lot of the Amanda Palmer house part in September last year. Inspiring stuff.

Before the gig, we had a combined idea to buy flowers for a friend, write a note and drop them off at her door. We intended it to be anonymous, but I got a message from her and she had figured out it was me. She told me that they made her so happy she cried so I'm pretty proud of that. We ended up in her kitchen just talking and hanging out for the rest of the night. 

So yeah. Lot's of really good feelings tonight.  I hope I can channel them into something. Good night guys. x

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All even numbers. :)

Yooo Kaycee!!

2. Talk about your first kiss.

Oh, hahaha. Um, it was ok. Nothing special tbh. Soz, guy that I’m on gonna name on the internet ;)

4. Talk about the thing you regret most so far.

I kinda regret not eating or exercising more when I was younger tbh. Let’s not talk about the other things.

6. Talk about the worst birthday you’ve had.

I literally don’t remember tbh. Maybe my 11th because my mum made me invite some girl I hated and she was a lil bitch.

8. Talk about the thing you are most proud of.

Definitely playing music and how good I’ve gotten. Also, overcoming bad shit. (Shoutout to Paramore for giving me the strength)

10. Talk about the biggest fight you’ve ever had.

The one where it ended in me not talking to most of my extended family anymore. That one was pretty bad.

12. Talk about the worst dream you’ve ever had.

Last year I lived in basically a haunted house and had a lot of incredibly detailed, gruesome dreams that I would much rather not talk about.

14. Talk about a vacation

One time I went to Yallingup and took photos of rabbits and kangaroos and stuff. I literally have not left the state and haven’t been on a vacation in like 6 years so this one was never gonna be fun.

16. Talk about the best party you’ve ever been to.

Steph’s party probably because me and Jemma had a d&m and it was really good and fun.

18. Talk about something that happened in elementary school.

One time my bf got mad because he lost a game of handball and he bounced the ball and it hit my face really hard and I got mad and cried and ran off and didn’t talk to him for the rest of the week lol.

20. Talk about something that happened in high school.

Umm I’m just gonna go for it because it sorta makes me feel better, I was depressed and no one really did anything and the school basically made me talk to the chaplain and when I did that everything sort of started getting better I guess. I don’t know, he was a really nice guy.

22. Talk about your worst fear.

My fear is not the dark, but what could be in  the dark. It just frightens me a whole lot, especially because of the experiences I had in the last house I lived in.

24. Talk about something someone told you that meant a lot.

One time Jemma told me that I’m too beautiful a person to be sad and that just meant a whole lot.

26. Talk about things you do when you’re sick.

I literally lay in bed and watch movies hahaha.

28. Talk about your fetishes.

I don’t think I have any odd fetishes or anything… :/

30. Talk about what turns you off.

Just being an awful person is a general turn off. Also, bad breath, bad teeth. The usual probably.

32. Talk about a place you remember from your childhood.

I lived on this little block when I was really young and we had friends that lived around the corner and we would just take off on our bikes and ride to their house and it was always happy.

34. Talk about the worst physical pain you’ve endured.

Definitely dislocating my knee at a zoo (on a date oops) and then having to get home from there… fun.

36. Talk about your guilty pleasures.

Literally romantic comedies hahaha.

38. Talk about songs that remind you of certain people.

Everything Is Shit Except My Friendship With You - Ball Park Music reminds me of Liam because it is our song.

2nd Sucks by ADTR reminds me of Jemma because of the FIGHT bit hahaha.

Stay The Night by Zedd ft. Hayley Williams reminds me of Connor because I literally just asked him what song I should put and he sung it so…

Frank Turner - Recovery reminds me of Kaycee. It’s hella rad and I learnt it on guitar.

40. Talk about the end of something in your life.

End of school. Yay. I did it. It was bad. But I did it. Yay. And now I ain’t so depressed. Yay.