#hdsuho

[sebbyhd]

‘i can jam pretty well to paramore songs.’

— of paramount paramours

with @hdsuho

and really that was all it took for sebastian to find himself in a tiny practice room with suho, a label mate, and well… a friend too, he would suppose. there was a time in his life where he would cringe at the thought of making friends, opening up and being kind to someone- it wasn’t his forte when he lived in united kingdom, he would rather ignore people and focus on the task at hand, it was easier to do so there, he didn’t have an appearance to keep up, and he didn’t face any consequences for his actions; in fact, he would have preferred to be alone rather than surrounded by people, there was something suffocating about having a bunch of eyes on you, and dealing with people’s expectations, their wants and wishes.

maybe the blond male was selfish in that way, wanting to focus solely on himself while neglecting others, his grandparents always scolded him for his atypical social manners, meaning he didn’t have any at all- they always liked to tease him for his awkwardness, but the truth of the matter was that he just didn’t know how to act in front of other people, always keep his guard up, and his walls sturdy and firm, they didn’t tumble for anyone unless he allowed them to.

so this was different. he was spending time with suho because he wanted to, the younger boy showed him around when he had just started as a trainee which he was thankful for- korean wasn't easy for him and still wasn't, the taller male was more than kind enough to guide him when he felt lost and a tad bit confused. he felt like a lost puppy, and that was not something sebastian would describe himself, and cringed at the thought of being seen so soft—

he has to remind himself that suho had been nothing but kind, someone who had wanted to be his friend, and their little jamming session was quite fun; he hadn't been able to take out his guitar and piano around someone and just go wild. and besides, paramore would forever be tasteful in the mancunian's humble opinion.

his fingertips tingle from pressing into the chords, feeling them against his skin, it's satisfying, something that reminds him of when he was learning the instrument and his grandparents would guide him, and for the first time in a long while, he feels comfortable, and safe around suho. content.

he places his guitar down and looks at the boy in front of him, and his smile softens, turning into something less biting, an expression was only shown to those who had made their way into his heart and he extends an offer, hand reaching out to metaphorically grab the one that has been there ever since he joined the company twenty months ago—

"do you want to come grab something to eat with me?"

[dayeonhd]

𝒙𝒐𝒙𝒐, @hdsuho

never in a million years did dayeon imagine that she’d ever be a leader. 

that’s not to say that she doubted her abilities of being a good one, but she just didn’t think it’d be her that got the role. nevertheless, she’s dedicated and will be putting everything into this evaluation. considering that it’s already been a little over a year since she began her trainee period, she thinks that it’s time for more improvement, and this seems like a nice opportunity for that to happen.

however, that doesn’t change the fact that she’s a little nervous. she enjoys working with others and wanting the best situation for everybody, but she’s also aware that she can’t always be so sweet and understanding as the leader. the girls had to get the track and choreography down and pull it off. how they perform will be a reflection of her abilities as a leader. 

that’s why she’s taken it up on talking it out with suho, who’s be assigned as the leader for the boys. “we can do this! we can!” she says as she makes a quick fighting pose. it’s no secret that she’s trying to convince herself more than him. “how’s it going? have you had to pull out the whole leader role to your teammates yet?” she gives him a quick nudge with her shoulder before letting out a chuckle. she likes to imagine that he’s on the same boat as she is. confused, a little unsure, but still intending to do his best.