You know this feeling when you love a person so much and that person chose to leave you. that when you're experiencing a major problem, he chose not to be on your side. That... it's not supposed to be like this.
Way back you try to remember...he wasn't like this. He used to be kind, caring, always there for you when you needed him. He used to actually...LOVED you.
But now as you think of all of it back, it doesn't matter anymore does it? He doesn't love you anymore. It's over. He changed.
All my life. I've been around with people. And that's the thing I observe. That. PEOPLE CHANGE.
They're just gonna stick to you temporarily. Because, their presence make you realise that this isn't going to last. They're going to leave you someday, when they find someone better than you. You gotta learn and realise, that the only person you can rely on is yourself. So until that right guy comes into your life and stick to it forever, just stick to yourself. Trust yourself. Rely on yourself prior to your own problems. I'm not saying that you can't have friends to be on your side, I'm saying that they might not be with you forever. So whilst you can, be wary that you yourself are the only one who can decide on how you shape up your future.
-Nana :)