Excerpt from essay written for the Catalogue Raisonné Scholars Association series, The Catalogue Raisonné and the Ellipsis. The essay speaks from a personal perspective about my work with Helena Hernmarck’s archive during the pandemic. > Mae Colburn, “Intervals at the Loom,” The Catalogue Raisonné and the Ellipsis, Catalogue Raisonné Scholars Association, February 28, 2021.
I often make time in December to reflect on the past year, so this invitation to write comes as a welcome extension of my routine. For years, I have kept notebooks filled with lists, thoughts, ideas. Sometimes just one notebook, and sometimes several as I attempt to distinguish one part of my life from another: personal and professional, academic and artistic. The existence of a notebook indicates an intention, and the addition of a new notebook can signal change.
I have tried using blue ink to refer to the future, red ink to refer to the past, and black ink for everything in between. [...]
This year was different from years past. Fewer notebooks, a jumble of colors, and entire months left uncharted, but I did keep three notebooks at play, one to record personal thoughts, one for weaving ideas, and one for my work with tapestry artist Helena Hernmarck, which I’ll discuss here. Four notebooks if I include the sketch pad I used to draw what I saw in the stillness of lockdown: periwinkles, wild violets, bearded irises, a whole variety of trees, each with distinct leaves, in the park near my apartment.