#hello humans

[anonymous-moon]

Day 253-

Saggita, the arrow.

My goodness, please let this jewel fly...

[shadowisabean]

Will you say hi to me? 🥺🐶

Do you like my new hat? 🎩✨

[rockfkr]

Happy Halloween, Kissblr!

It stuns me how Kiss was like.. a Halloween phenomenon for a time? Is phenomenon the right word? I've been on break for some time but now I'm here to break the ice with breaking my silence! I'm back, folks and will be happy to reintegrate into the community from six feet under.

So.. how are you all? Please update me! I'd better hear from each and every one of you.

Also, I'm writing a fanfic for halloween! A quick snippet..

Here's what it's about. Gene and Paul have disappeared without a trace. Ace has to use his wits and team up with Eric to find them.

WARNING: Angst lol

Eyes, sunken, swamped by black pierced his soul through dingy yellow light. They drug his mind in circles as it struggled to hold on. From the bathroom mirror. Ace slammed his white fist on the sink. He curled inward. His eyes shut tight as possible. A scream crashed around in his throat like a hurricane. His arms shook. The vents? Fridge? Whatever hummed quietly whistled in his ears.

His jaw clenched. Tears poured down his face. The way Paul’s eyes brightened when he smiled—or Gene’s heavy smile lines stained his eyelids. Ace’s legs buckled. Three months of spending a couple hours on makeup and dressing up just to cry it off begging on tv for a even a glimpse of his friends flew by like a second.

His brothers.

[rielzero]

Apparently I had an empty account, so hi!

I never use tumblr despite it looking appealing for blogging, but mostly because I’m unfamiliar with the platform despite a few attempts in the past that I’ll probably never remember.

I go online by two aliases in case one somehow is taken, my other username is actualevil, all though it seems that that one is already taken by someone else on tumblr. My more ‘’known’’ one is just Rielzero. Which is only used by another person once in my many curious searches, so if you see a warframe forum account, that isn’t me. They used the username way before I came up with it, lol.

You’ll see me use this username on deviantart too, for example.

Here’s my carrd, I’ll add tumblr later if I don’t forget: https://actualevil.carrd.co

What does RielZero even mean tho, lol

Riel is the name of my main persona, while I’d rather roleplay a personality online to conceal my privacy better, there’s a distinction between me and him for the fact that he is a character and a story telling tool.

Riel is pronounced as the word ‘’real’’ kind of intended as an inside joke. I feel like there’s a lot of possible answers to that, but that’s gonna mean spoilers.

The zero part adds to it, to the character himself it translates into ‘’real nobody’’ since he’s had in his lore.. Many aliases, but no ‘’true name’’ if that makes sense.

So he goes by Riel in the current timeline. In past timelines he usually swaps around several aliases.

Why is ‘’actual evil’’ your other preferred username?

I view ‘’actual evil’’ as a brand name, I use it for twitter and youtube. Its trivial to a personal philosophy of mine. That doesn’t mean I think other people shouldn’t use that as an username, its just kinda difficult building a brand sometimes when by chance someone uses the same name. Because it can make people assume you’re connected somehow, while its just a rare coincidence. I don’t want to withhold that from anyone. But the possibility of impersonation is a thing too. Thats why you’d have to be wary. At least carrd is a way of showcasing where you have an ‘’official’’ account, and everything else is just someone else with the same name.

But slapping copyright on words can often be.. Chaotic? So. Lets not do that. I’m staring at you, Apple. You damn fruit technology brand.

So Rielzero is usually my back-up.

Why tumblr?

Long twitter rambles give me anxiety, and I don’t want to use that longtweet thing. I’m not here for followers to be honest.

I’ve always wanted to blog just a little bit. Share my random existential dread somewhere. I genuinely don’t worry if people see it or not. Somehow I feel like maybe I want to leave an archive of myself if per chance a future gen was curious about me. Who knows.

And I’m lonely too, sometimes. The void awaits.

Details

23 year old gay man, Artist, I make a webtoon (Might post here), neurodivergent, mute (aka non-verbal), disabled. 

And a gamer. I like conan exiles, skyrim, elder scrolls online, a bit of runescape 3. Fallout 4 is one of my favorites too.

My favorite mobile games are marvel strike force, and monster super league.

My favorite manga are one punch man and black clover.

My favorite movie franchise: the MCU.

My favorite comicbooks: I loved the superior spider-man run. I also adore the spider-man and deadpool team up comics.

Fav shows: Invincible, the witcher, korean odyssey, many more (having a brainfart with recalling sometimes.)

Fav music stuff: band: Set it off, Melanie Martinez, Bryce Fox, etc

I LOVE Collecting marvel legends figures amongst other action figures. I’m a nerd if that wasn’t clear by now.

Sometimes I write ‘’lyrics’’ or just poetry that look like lyrics. I have no music skills, and I obviously can’t sing.

I dabble in a variety of creative stuff, like book-binding and hopefully doll customizing in the future.

Face reveal?

No.

I’m also a vtuber, kinda.

youtube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCi7SnPgRwO_u0EFxtHURzWQ

Twitch: https://www.twitch.tv/actualevil

I go on break from streaming very often lately because my health just is being a disruptive F-word. (I don’t know how to describe my frustration without cursing.)

Do you take art requests?

Blockhammer for you. Nope.

Ok, do you take commissions?

Limited. Not cheap. I have health issues I will not disclose at this time. The best way I can summaries is that no matter how hard I try to improve my health, my energy reserves are very limited. I’m kinda frail and prone to headaches too.

Check my deviantart commission sheet gallery for this.

I find it easier to make ‘’pre-made’’ adoptable batches and sell those instead.

Can I be your friend?

IF you’re asking, you’re probably a minor and I’m terrified of teenagers.

People become friends due natural interactions. You can’t force that. If you have a motive to become friends, please leave me alone.

Please avoid me if you’re a minor though. I’m very uncomfortable around kids. I think you should have friends around your age who understand you better.

Advice?

I’m not a teacher, so don’t see my words as gospel. If you have a question I might be able to answer, then perhaps. I can be wrong. Everyone is flawed after all.

Derp

My brain empty now. See ya around.

Edit: Also important, I have dissociative amnesia- So I randomly forget stuff or randomly remember stuff.. Its very frustrating to deal with in daily life. And no, its more common than you think. It can be caused by depression, medication, trauma, etc.

I don’t want to explain it in detail, but at times remembering stuff no matter how small is kind of hard for me. I try to keep notes and memos often.

[actualltr4sh]

back when i was cute lmao

[royal-twink]

Humanity,

I love you and will protect you with everything i have. I will defend you,understand your actions,forgive you,help you,heal you,and sometimes befriend you.

But,

If you spit at my feet i will not turn the other cheek.

Some things deserve punishment if thats the only way you'll learn,thats Justice.

I am,obviously, to be respected.

But what you do here matters. Not just to me. It'll matter in every life you step in,,,so maybe dont walk in with blood on your feet and an axe in hand. At least wash it off,heal,help,and drop the axe or use it for good.

I Am A God,i am not your God, though.

I will protect you, not claim you.

I will help you,heal you, but rarely will i befriend you.

I understand your ignorance,hate,anger,sadness,fear,,

I understand.

You may call me if you need someone who understands.

My name is Axet,i am a new god,though,an old soul.

Just remember you're protected and theres so much more out there than what you've been told,and there is always hope in this world were anything is possible.

Im proud of you for making it this far.

You're strong. You're honorable.

You're real. You're valid. And You're Free.

Bless

[more-moodboards]

Hello humans!

Hey guys I’m not sure if my ask settings are working or not. Could anyone tell me if the asks are letting you ask stuff on anon and if it’s letting you submit stuff?