Jun 17, 2023
i never realized how paranoid i am until i learnt exactly what paranoia is screams
#looking for a yellow car much#it's not a bad thing#bc now i know when i'm being paranoid#so i can take control of the thoughts#when b4 like i just thought these fears n thoughts were normal eek!#but god i am so paranoid i'm going to cry#why did random person do smth 'nice'???#do they know me???#do they want smth????#help!!!!!!!!!!!!!1#😭😭😭#also i mean i'm also a person who likes doing random kind things for strangers when anxiety permits bc tht's just who i am#so it's funny how fucking sus i am when im on the receiving end lol#also it's not just strangers#it's everyone#why did my mother bring me chocolate?#am i in trouble? am i going to get in trouble? does she want smth?#screaming crying throwing up eek!#cloud nonsense
