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Helpless - A Grayson Dolan Series-
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Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
Chapter 5
Chapter 6
Chapter 7
Chapter 8
Chapter 9
Chapter 10
Chapter 11
Chapter 12
Chapter 13
Chapter 14
Chapter 15
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Helpless G.D. Chapter 15
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I sighed sitting down on my bed, my thumb hovering over the send button. I was about to ask Emily if she wanted to come over, to talk. “Hey, Emily! I heard you just moved in down the street for me, and I was wondering if you wanted to come over? I need to talk to you. It’s important.” I read the text out to myself. I sighed hitting the send button. It’s now or never I guess.
A couple of minutes later I saw that the text was left on read. I sighed she probably thinks it’s some sort of prank. I messaged her again. I swear it’s not a prank and I’m not gonna hurt you, I just want to talk. Come over to my house at 3 pm tomorrow.
I saw the message was left on read again. I sighed, Emily was a girl I used to bully, I decided trying to make amends with her was my chance to redeem myself. I decided to eat lunch with my mom, watch TVD and just go to sleep.
After lunch I got a few text alerts on my phone, when I checked it I saw a message from Grayson.
Hey! I’m sorry I’ve been MIA yesterday and today, I’ve been busy filming with my brother! Anyway how are you?
I smiled. He was so cute, he’s been texting me every morning and evening when he wakes up and goes to sleep, whether or not I respond he wants to make sure I’m okay.
I’m good, and it’s okay I’ve been really busy too. Had another therapy session today.
If you don’t mind me asking, how did it go?
Pretty good. Alexis gave me homework haha?
Oh? Need help? Haah
From a high school dropout? No thanks!
JK JK It’s not that kind of homework. I have to make amends with an old acquaintance, someone who I bullied in the dark days.
Have you found someone yet?
Yeah, this girl Emily Swanson. She just moved in down the street.
That’s cool! LMK if you need any help.
I think I wanna wait before I introduce you...I don’t want her to think I’m buying her off with my famous friends like Rylie did...sorry
That’s no problem! I understand. But I’d be glad to explain to her that when we met I had no idea who we were and anything else she needs to accept that it’s not like that. If you’re willing to let us meet, ofc.
Thank you! I hope if everything goes well, if it does I’d love for you to meet!
Thanks for trusting me, I know it’s hard and I’m here for anything you need, Including double texting! Ahha
The fact that you even noticed makes you a simp Dolan!
Woah! Brave are we!
In any situation but real 100%
LMAO
Anyway it’s late and I gotta get ready to talk to Emily tomorrow. Goodnight!
Goodnight! Sleep well and LMK how it goes tomorrow.
I will thank you!
I turned off the Tv and went upstairs and after I washed my face, I went to bed.
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Helpless G.D. Chapter 14
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It’s been a few days after my date with Grayson, the warmth of his smile still occupied my heart. I don’t know how to feel about our relationship, even if this goes anywhere I’d still like to be friends, before anything. I had another meeting with Alexis, but I had breakfast with my mother first.
While we were in the car she got a phone call from her sister and put it on the Bluetooth speaker. “Hi, Gemma.” She spoke, keeping her eyes on the road. “What’s up where are you?” My aunt asked casually. “Astrid and I are just heading to breakfast.” “Oh, ok I’ll talk to you later then.” She sounded surprised and immediately hung up. I didn’t question it much, but the possibilities of the intentions of her conversation were killing me.
Today, Alexis and I decided to shift the topic to her a bit more. I talked about my date with Grayson and after she told me about her fiancé. They sounded like such a cute couple, he’s an author, and I’ve read a couple of his fiction books, and she told me he’s a scientist as well and has a few published nonfiction books.
The topic soon shifted to my friends, Alexis asked if I had talked to any of my other friends, after Rylie. I told her about how bitchy they are and how I couldn’t believe I was friends with them. “Do you think you were like that at one point?” She asked. I was silent for a moment before responding with “I don’t know, I’d like to think I wasn’t but I also remember being mean to some kids, and I always felt like they deserved it.” Alexis nodded. “Starting this next week, I want you to call one of the people you used to be mean to, I want you to try and apologize to them and get them to forgive you. Then it’ll help you start to forgive yourself.” I was hesitant at first, but I agreed after Alexis persuaded me more.
When my session had ended I got a text from my mom saying she was here to pick me up. I was confused at first, and when I walked outside I saw her car in our parking space. I walked around to the car and climbed into the passenger seat. I noticed my mom’s outfit is a bit more casual than her normal work attire. “Hi, sweetie.” She greeted me warmly. “Hey mom,” I replied. “I thought the driver was picking me up today?” She smiled. “Oh, no I was in the area anyway so I decided to pick you up.”
“Oh,” I replied. “Where did you go today?” I asked referring to her outfit. “Well, I didn’t have work today so I decided to go out to lunch with a friend.” I nodded in response, I wanted to know who she was having lunch with, but I didn’t want to be nosy. “So what did you and Dr. Alexis talk about today?” “Not much she wants me to make friends with someone I don’t like, something about how I need to get forgiveness from others to be able to forgive myself,” I responded trying to be vague, I didn’t want her to know what I did to people. “Do you know who you’re gonna choose yet?” She asked. “No, any ideas, I asked?” I sighed. “Oh how about that new girl Emily who just moved in down the street?”
“Emily?” I asked.
“Yeah, Emily Swanson. Do you know her sweetie?”
Oh boy did I know her…..
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Helpless G.D. Chapter 1
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How it started
I wiped my tears as I crossed the street walking away from the horrid scene that was my dad’s funeral and 21 gun salute. My mother was crying her fake face-off, talking to all her friends about everything trying to get her mind off of my dad. I wanted nothing to do with anyone there. All the people I cared about had never shown up; I guess they didn't care as much as I thought they had. I decided to walk around the city; LA always took my mind off everything.
I walked around the streets not caring where I was, or how far my stepmom was, or anything really. I blank out watching my feet, as all the people around me look at me with a look of guilt. Next thing I know I’m in this slimy, weird-smelling alley. I kept walking watching the scum covered walls. I must’ve reached the bad part of town. At least I knew where I was even if I was that far from home. I continued to walk slowly minding my own business, deciding to head back to my parents, well just stepmom now. Just as I turned around I saw someone walking down the alley towards me, a man. They realized I had seen them and they started to walk towards me, so I did the one thing I knew how to do.
I ran.
He chased me through the dark and damp alley. I knew this stupid dress and heels were a bad idea. Good thing this wasn't the first time I had to do this. Yet I was terrified. I couldn’t tell if my breathing was from running or from how afraid I was. I usually don’t like to admit this. My father always told me, “Fear can be a weakness or a strength. Make of it what you will.”
I turned back to see if he was there and we locked eyes. I took this time to use my military training and get a description in case things go south. That’s when I noticed his scar. I hesitated before I turned back and started to run as fast as I could. Turning randomly, I knew I was lost. It started to drizzle. I tried to remember which way I was going, keeping track of my turns so I could escape. I heard footsteps approaching behind me, I made the mistake of turning only to notice he had more scars than I could ever imagine.
I made myself a mental note to make fun of this guy later. If for me there was a later. For now, the only thing on my mind was to run. I had to get away from this guy. So I kept running as fast as I could. I lost track of where I was going until I came to a dead end. Shoot, I thought to myself. Once again he approached me again. I backed up until I hit the wall. Thinking of any way I could escape. He took each step towards me like it carried all the meaning in the world. Part of me wished it could all end here, while I was at my lowest point. Then I wouldn't have to deal with it anymore and one part of me, by a miracle, was trying to stay positive. I noticed my vision start to blur, praying I didn't tear up. I realized it had started pouring rain. Slowly, his figure got closer and closer. Then it happened. The last thing you’d expect him to do. He...he…..
Helpless G.D. Chapter 7
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Warnings: Overprotective/Whipped Grayson
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I woke up early the next morning and headed to the therapist’s office. On my way there I get a call from Ethan
“Bro where’d you go?” Ethan’s groggy voice filled my car.
“Sorry I forgot to tell you but Astrid’s mom asked me to meet with her therapist to see if I can do anything to help her get better.”
“Wow, bro… you're really whipped for her aren't you?” Ethan said, sounding surprised.
“Shut up Eth, anyway I’m almost there so I'll talk to you later,” I said, annoyed by how much he understands me.
“Fine, I’ll just work out, AND set up the video all by myself.” I rolled my eyes at his annoyance and ended the call as I entered the parking lot.
I entered the office and walked up to the receptionist's desk.
“Name?” she asked in a monotone.
“Um...Grayson Dolan, but I’m not a patient. I'm here to see Dr. Alexis Styles?” I replied.
The receptionist glanced up at me and did a double-take.
“Oh...I’m sorry.” Her voice is calm and sultry.
“Um...well yeah. The name is under Stans.”
“Oh are you related to that Ashton boy?” she asked, trying to seem interested in me, yet still not checking if Astrid’s doctor was available.
“Well first of all her name is Astrid,” I said, starting to get frustrated. At this point, I wanted to yell at the receptionist, and I didn't notice the door open behind me and Dr. Styles stepped out. “It would be much appreciated if you could just get her for me or I can just ask someone else?” I said glancing up at the receptionist behind her.
“That won't be necessary,” interrupted a soothing voice from behind me. “And you must be Grayson. Nice to meet you. I'm Dr. Styles, but you’re welcome to call me Alexis if you’d like.”
I shook her hand. “Nice to meet you.”
“Likewise,” She genuinely smiles. “Come with me, we can talk in my office.”
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Helpless G.D. Chapter 10
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Soon after Ethan finished talking to Grayson over the phone we headed off. But while Ethan was on the phone I could hear a sound similar to a fire alarm. When I asked Ethan about it, he said it was just the tv in the background but when I entered their house I could smell the faint smoke and saw some remnants of burnt food in the sink. I laughed thinking how cute it was that Grayson put so much effort into the dinner. I met Cameron when I walked in the door and she was so nice. She also helped me out by warning me that Grayson burned the food, confirming my thoughts.
We sat down at the table while Grayson started serving us all what looked like very burnt lasagna.
“Sorry it’s a bit burnt but I made it with chicken so you could eat it, Astrid,” Grayson said as he served me a piece.
“A bit burnt, what do you mean bro? I get that you li-” Ethan started rambling.
“Ethan Shut Up!” Grayson yelled. I flinched as he yelled from his seat next to me but both of the boys were too agitated to notice.
Ethan soon stormed out from the room soon after the boys’ intense staring contest and Grayson left too, going for a drive.
Cameron helped me calm down and we finished dinner while making small talk about our lives.
“Sorry about the boys Astrid, this is pretty normal for them they both get really mad at each other storm out then within an hour they're both back here calm as can be. They tend to be really clingy to one another since they were kids.”
“Why's that?’” I asked, curious to know more.
“When they were in elementary school they were bullied for making home youtube type videos. Now that they’re gaining traction for it people try to be their friends again.” She explained.
“I know how that feels,” I commented as we started clearing the table. “All the people I had as friends tried to use me too.”
We finish cleaning the table and sit on the patio just enjoying the quiet clear night sky. As we're talking about makeup, fashion, and anything else we can think of, Gray soon returned home and joined us. Cameron’s phone started ringing and she excused herself to talk the call inside.
“I’m sorry if we scared you, Cameron probably told you we do that a lot.” Grayson turns to me laughing nervously.
“It’s ok I’d probably be the same way if I had a twin.” I smiled, feeling comfortable again.
“You know you have a really beautiful smile.” He smirked, moving closer to me so our knees were almost touching.
“Thanks,” I said blushing and turning red.
He gently reached over and grabbed my chin, turning my head up and pressing his lips gently against mine.
Cameron had stepped back out onto the patio and quickly hurried back inside in muttering an “I’ll be back later” with a smirk.
Grayson and I pulled away to rest our foreheads against each other. I sighed deeply and all of a sudden this fear started building up inside me. I jerked away and stood up. I placed my hands cautiously in front of me as he stood up too.
“I’m sorry I have to go…” I turned running out his front door and down the street.
“Astrid wait, come back!” Grayson yelled, running after me.
I ran down the street not thinking where I was going.
Grayson being much taller than I am caught up to me much faster than I would have hoped. He grabbed my arm enough to slow me down just as the droplets of rain started mixing with the tears on my face.
“Astrid, wait please stop. I need to talk to you.” He looked at my face and finally realized I was crying. “Hey, hey what’s wrong.”
“Please Grayson I don't want your pity.”
“My pity what do you mean?”
“I mean you only kissed me because you feel bad for me and everything I’m going through.”
“Astrid that's not true.”
“Of course it is why else would you-”
“Astrid!” He stopped me from rambling. “I like you, but not because I pity you.”
“Then why do you like me?!” I yelled as the rain started coming down almost pouring on us.
“Because,” he said holding my hand. “I think you’re smart and pretty and you’ve been so much braver than anyone thought you would be and we’re all so proud of you.” He said looking into my eyes. “Especially me.” He leaned in kissing me again in the pouring rain.
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Helpless G.D. Chapter 8
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Summary: Grayson has really starts to question his feeling for Astrid.
Grayson’s P.O.V
I took a deep breath and walked into my house.
“Grayson, is that you?” My sister called from the kitchen.
“Yeah, I’m back Cam!” I called back sitting down in the kitchen.
“So, how’d it go?” she asked, stopping her cooking and turning her attention to me.
“Well good news is her therapist is amazing. She's super nice and just out of college. She told me she had to go to therapy when she was younger and understand what Astrid is going through.”
I sat down at the barstool near the counter and continued confiding in my sister.
“She said Astrid has been meeting with her almost everyday and she diagnosed her with PTSD most likely caused by her dad and that dude who attacked her. She said she's been trying to crack into what happened that night but she didn't get much out of her, and I told her what I knew which wasn't much.”
“Well did you tell her?”
“Well, I was walking by an alley on my way home with Ethan when I heard someone scream. So I told him I’d catch up with him later and went to check it out. I found them in an alley and I beat up the guy and she passed out. When she finally woke up she kinda fell into my arms and I helped her get back to her mother.”
Cameron came and sat next to me placing her arm on my back and comforted me while we talked.
“I also had to tell her about my feelings for Astrid. The therapist thinks Astrid may have feelings for me or may develop them because she experienced a traumatic experience with me.”
“But is that a good thing, what if the feelings are only temporary and she comes to resent you because you only remind her of the experience?” Cam asked skeptically. “I just don’t wanna see you get hurt.”
“I talked to her about that too but she doesn’t know it depends more on how Astrid sees me, whether it’s like you said or more as her protector.”
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