#helrobu

[gil-notskajla]

OC ref: Helrobu he/him (his lore is all over the place buuuuut all everyone needs to know is that he is avoidant, reclusive, paranoid fucked up little guy who will set your broken bones, give you some food and steal your stuff afterwards. you will never see him again and if you tell anyone where he lives he will kill yuo with a rock.). Anyway he finally has a ref (kinda), hooray! Undressing his ass under the cut. :3 KO-FI

without sleeve covering unformed wing (he covers it as something that might endanger him, as something shameful and wrong. he has a scar from trying to self amputate long ago but he heals to fast to be able to cut it off on his own. he doesnt want to cut it off anymore and uses it ocassionally for support and as 3rd clumsy arm)

without outer skirt

creathur.. nagi jak bóg go stworzył

👁 Only his forehead eye works, the right black one is completely blind and left one got pushed out by the feathers growing out of eyesocket so that side is cooked. He can manifest 1-3 aditional yellow eyes anywhere on the feathered side but they are close to good for nothin' in terms of vision. More can appear when he stresses out but its unpleasant and uncontrollable. Aint drawing all that, im abt to pass out. Later.

and here are some collages ive used as refs during drawing. godbless Savyir @savyir-genesizz-the-wizard for helping with outfit refs. influenced me to give his pants mild slavic swag.

maybe i will give him some sort of top to cover his human hand idk idk im done with him for now ive been sitting over this for a week and it been horrible, im about to crash out if i spend a second longer on this. :333333333

wip

[gil-notskajla]

i miss my babygirl but my hands hurt so bad and im so tired

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im tired

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smollen stary (baccai Hakim thread)

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remmember this? #deviousdesktopsflowerpower

My entry. It took me way longer than it should and i hate it anyway, ain’t satisfied at all but oh well, I want this 1-year core membership to change some settings and clean my gallery soo let’s give it a try. (After looking through other entries i will get (100%) at least one point for originality. xD

[gil-notskajla]

This is my oc Helrobu. He is an owl man, he loves plants and i love him. Deviantart made an art contest “Flower Power”. Those who want to participate have to make a wallpaper showing their understanding of power of flowers. I decided to make use of my (hidden for soo many years) ocs, and boom. Helrobu - soft boi. Good boi. Boi of many talents! Boi who loves plants and knows how to use them in 10000 ways. Pharmacy is FLOWER POWER! But seriously. I have something around 10 oc’s with rich history behind them but I never show them. I need to change this!

[gil-notskajla]

im starting to think.. maybe i cant come up with anything satisfying for my oc to make their end goal bc ive betrayed his very core. he is inherently miserable because he cant have an ending and everything is temporary. maybe the point for them is to briefly feel hope and then be proven right and return to the cycle.. thats like,, the core of his beliefs why am i fighting it. there is a REASON why he is fucked up, its bc its TRUE

[gil-notskajla]

you know what, fuck you- i mean me. fuck me *redesigns my own oc, again*