nothing feels good, everything feels bad, afraid to sleep, not sure what to do right now

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nothing feels good, everything feels bad, afraid to sleep, not sure what to do right now
toradora! is so fckn cute I can hardly stand it
i want to move back to the country after i graduate.
laying in bed listening to @theblackkanazawa trying to get these Tory lyrics down, he tries so hard.
“so i'm giving up on the identical dick thing but my dick's not the same as those little kindergarten dicks, i've always been strapped.”
1. why do I always do it again, why don't I ever learn my lesson? 2. why does it feel like this every time, why do I always forget how awful this feels?
alrighty, welp, i feel better already, i think i’ve got that out of my system for awhile.
i reeeeally don’t want this summer to be like last. i want to remember this summer, i have strong incentive to remember this summer, time is very precious!! i want to have energy to do things and passion for what lies ahead of me.
yeah. i’m not the person i used to be, even if i trick myself into thinking that sometimes.
i just remembered i hate this and i don’t want to do it anymore