Oct 19, 2022
Thinking about how Terry Jr didn’t have a proper outlet for his emotions,, like, he was mean to ron bc he felt like ron was shitty. Calls him homophobic ep 1- he clearly thinks ron is a bad person, he can project his own feelings there. His anger was from more than JUST ron, but ron was an okay outlet bc he could justify it. Then he sees his dad get BEHEADED BY HIM. like FUCK. Incredibly traumatizing events, but then he’s exposed to Rons trauma? He’s shown how willy abused him, etc, he sees Ron reach out, and it’s like... he can no longer justify taking those feelings out on him!! So he internalizes them so heavily!!! and he just gets incredibly anxious all the time!! god
