#high masculine

[blindmistress]

Patricia Neal and Gary Cooper in The Fountainhead (1949)

[moon-blooms]

Noticing. Signs or coincidences all the same

Literally hours after calling out in exasperation to a girlfriend wondering where the high-masculine, consciously aware men were in our lives then we pick up her older brother at the airport. We proceed to take bong rips and stay up talking for a few hours and though he seems more reserved than whomever I was visualizing, he asked me out as he walked me to my car the next day. I was totally thrown but after the good, long hour and heart to heart I had with the moon that night I noticed the synchronicity of the whole thing. So I called him to set a date.

Not rushing to judgement or building a daydream out of nothing but observing the chain of events. My girl and I literally talked all night about manifesting and listening to your Self. I shared how last year within a span of 2 weeks or so I went from taking my first class at the yoga studio by my house to being invited to join their yoga teacher training program with an extended payment plan. For the first time I saw it as showing up to life. So in the possibility this was in the same vein, I showed up to life and set a date.

Update. That date was a bust. No chemistry and no game and he still tried to kiss me. Awkwardly. And still asked if I wanted to come over to his place. All the way in coral gables while we were in Boca Raton. Yeah. No thx.