@highaever sent : lavender & peony! | BOTANICAL HEADCANONS
lavender : how easy is it to gain your muse’s trust ? once their trust is broken , how might one go about mending it ? ( also requested by @drfrnkenstn <3)
So first of all there’s actually a big discrepancy between young Mathilde & Mathilde after a few centuries. At first she was very trusting & naive, but once she got to know the people more, this changed rather quickly. It didn’t take long for her to become more guarded and careful when it comes to her affection and trust. While she’s not ashamed or afraid of showing who she is and what she can do, Mathilde still avoids exposing it around strangers if not necessary, especially after she’s witnessed a mortal woman who’d taken her in and taught her a lot about healing being drowned for “performing witchcraft”. That incident left a deep mark behind & now Mathilde refrains from exposing too much too soon.
When it comes to losing her trust, she doesn’t forgive easily. Mathilde can definitely hold a grudge & gaining back her favour will take time & more importantly genuine effort. If she sees you’re really trying & that you regret the betrayal, chances are high that she’ll eventually forgive you.
peony : what would a ‘ happy life ’ look like in your muse’s eyes ?
Honestly Mathilde doesn’t ask for much. A little cottage, surrounded by nature, a quiet life away from the hustle, with the person she loves most and who loves her back. She’d be fine with having one of these things actually.