#hold ask

[streamsofyellow]

Does anyone else’s AuDHD help contribute to their holding kink? It just makes the waves of desperation show up out of nowhere…and be for you know it your buckled over with knees clinched doing a pee dance 😵‍💫

[behindbluegodlyeyes]

hold..!

@ms-erie

Never interacted with me, but want too? Send me “Hold!” to randomly hold my Muses hand in public!        

“What what whaaat????” A stranger just hooked their arms around him like they’re friends for a life time and panicked with a high screech of a banshee, rolling away as fast as he could.

“Please don’t touch me!”

[streamsofyellow]

Turns out I’m doing a hold at the moment lol, mainly cause I don’t want to get up. I’ve leaked, done two small jets outside(through the leg of my shorts, briefs pulled to the side, felt naughty). I’ve had a 16oz energy drink, some water, and half a 64oz green tea… this might get a little wet.

[streamsofyellow]

You better not have pissed yet, no one said you could. And since you're only at a 4, surely you can drink some more water?

Not yet, just leaked a bit more 🫠

Probably at about a 5-6/10 now (just had a very intense and squirmy wave)

Finishing my bottle of water now 😵‍💫

[streamsofyellow]

How much liquid would you say you've had? Have you peed yet today?

I have probably had around 48oz or so up to this point. I did pee twice earlier today, though I leaked both times before making it(while running) to the bathroom. So this will not be making the hold easier and I have plenty of room for liquid currently 😊

Currently at ~1/10

[streamsofyellow]

Urge update?

Currently stable, though slightly ever present.

[streamsofyellow]

Hiiii do you wanna hear how desperate I am currently? So you know what to look forward to tonight :)

This will not be easy to type out and I hope I don’t lose control because of it BUT as you know, I’ve had 3L (and counting, still drinking) and haven’t peed in 5 hours. My bladder is so heavy it’s hard to move or even breathe. Squirming and dancing don’t help anymore because I am FULL. My bladder keeps contracting and trying to force all of this out of my body but I’m fighting it as hard as I can. Each wave gets a little harder to move through, I’m genuinely at a point of nearly crying with effort if the next wave of desperation is any stronger than this current one. My underwear are damp and sticking to me which only makes it harder.

Anyways can’t wait to hear about your night ☺️💛

Hhhrrrhgghgnnnnn oooh fuck that’s hot, especially the damp spot clinging to you🫠😵‍💫🫠

Small waves have started for me, shhhhaky knees. I’ve had about 24oz so far, about to down another 16oz of water and I’m making some sports drink in my 26oz water bottle. My bladder is a bit weak at the moment. Should be interesting.

Thank you so much for sending the ask!!! Stay damp 😉

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how much do diuretics affect you?

Depends on what it is…tea can at times, though coffee would probably have the most effect. Juice as well. Though at the moment I am limited to water and propel.

(Had a drink)