DAWWWWWWWWN !!
@holyworn / @rosaguard
anyone who knows me knows that i can never do anything on time or within reason or without seemingly being extremely late to a party i should have been at ages ago. am i proud of this fact? no. but this is more than a little late / more than overdue and i feel like i can't spend the rest of this day relaxed and reasonable without posting about how much i love and admire dawn. for everything we've been through, through thick and thin, and how despite my worser days, you've never left. i love that. i love like you. ( emotions, you'll notice, aren't my strong suit unless i'm portraying them via someone else. ) not a day goes by where i don't think of you. there's always something i see that reminds me of you. that reminds me of our dumb little conversations. of luna, of aeris, of yuna, or ashe, or any of the women of the ff series that have obviously not been given the best treatment and that i know, were they in your hands with your unique portrayals, they would be a force to be reckoned with. your compassion, confidence, and humility shows through all your muses ( and you're pretty hilarious too. )
i think we're comfortable. good. we work well together. we play off each other's strengths. you constantly have me thinking about why i've written certain things the way i have, make me thing about relationships, and the evolution of things as they grow. that's important! and i used to really not care! but at the same time, you've helped me not care about certain things i used to stress over before. i think you helped build up my confidence to what it used to be before i was scared and nervous and anxious about not being around. in the grand scheme of all things, no one cares about tumblr rp and that's important! so thank you, more than i could ever say, for what you've done for me. it means a lot and i think about it all the time. you mean so much to me! dawn: jump. me: how high?
ANYWAY, ALL I'M SAYING IS THAT IT'S BEEN A BLAST. it will continue being a blast. i'm glad that you've been around for as long as you have in the way that you have. it makes everything feel like it's going to be just fine.


















