@zaunite-hound said: "you're lucky i love you so much." -- CHALLENGE MODE: YOUNGER SILCO!
Silco huffs out something akin to a laugh as he stares down at his drink, idly swirling the cup around. They've been dancing around each other for...too long, it seems, but Silco has never been particularly adept at discussing his feelings and Vander is, well, Vander. He's not sure how else to describe it. He is certain that he knows. He must know how Silco feels about him, else why would he say that? Why would he lean a little too close, clap his hand on his shoulder and let it linger for a little too long? Or maybe Silco is just looking too far into it as he tends to do, overthinking even the little things.
"Of course," is what he finally says as he looks up at him, a small smirk on his face. "Then again, I am almost certain you would drive yourself mad if you didn't have me." He downs the rest of his drink, sets the glass down with a sigh. It feels ridiculous. He feels ridiculous. It shouldn't be so difficult. It shouldn't feel like he's some kind of Sisyphus, trying to push a rock up the mountain, only to fall back down right at the precipice.
He doesn't want to ruin a good thing. They have a good thing. Feelings will just make it complicated.
"Why don't you pour another round, then? And we can drink to us."