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sober russet gaze tracked his progress along the stuccoed wall, remaining sat still against the bed until he reached the opposite side. only then did she shift onto a hip, an arm resting atop the blankets. he reminded her of the myriad of feral tookas she had met in her journeys in how he spat and hissed before retreating into a low growl. but, unlike those, ones who could be carefully caught and tenderly coaxed into domesticity once more, the young senator knew far too well she instead had a nexu kitten in her life.
his bites did smart, but unlike all the others before, a half hearted smile remained her only response. for the moment, she no longer struggled to convince him to cooperate at least in the smallest measure. responding to each lash of his tongue in hopes to find some weak point to persuade had been her only recourse. hardly would she have attempted to drag him into the steamer kicking and screaming…
that would have been nothing short of a disaster.
led by her chin, a soft nod leaned in the direction of the main door out of the room, a threshold he had refused to cross since they’d arrived a few hours before. ❝ directly across the hall. ❞ simply exiting the room had become a milestone, shiraya help her. ❝ when you’re done, come find me in the kitchen. ❞ it was about as far from an order as a jest, but in hopes of soothing any still ruffled feathers, padmé tacked on an encouraging smile.
and remained frozen to her spot until the door closed behind him.
curls spread across the coverlet as her face fell against it, chin tucked into her arm. somehow, she’d taken upon herself another front in this war she struggled so relentlessly to fight, and she understood it from the moment she knew she would not leave the prison without boba beside her. still knowing all that, she could feel the drag of more weights laying across her shoulders. at least these were chosen only by her.
a full minute passed before she gathered the strength to stand, having snatched no more sleep than the boy. their one distinguisher there remained only her dark circles were well covered by a skilled hand. for a moment, as she slid through the doorway into the oh so familiar hall, with its holos and flora which looked all the galaxy like they had always been there, the sight of her own childhood room tempted her. but alas, not yet.
she had promises to keep. foremost, updating her parents…
❝ he’s so angry, mom. i knew he would be, but i worry for him. ❞ after a sigh of relief had spread through the kitchen at the news that boba finally had been somewhat reasoned with, her father escaped outside with the girls, leaving a mother and her two daughters alone… and padmé to finally breathe her fears leaning against the counter as if she were merely a child again.
a dark brow so like her own raised as the family’s matriach failed to bite back a chuckle. ❝ oh? i couldn’t tell. ❞ a fresh and steaming loaf of five blossom bread settled onto the tiles.
padmé gave into the long desperate urge to bury her head in her hands, elbows propped on the counter’s edge. ❝ mom… ❞ the groan held no anger, but she was in no fit state for jokes, even from her mother.
a soft hand settled upon her bare back, stroking along the long white lines remaining from the nexu’s claws, her sister’s soothing voice settling the jump in her heart. ❝ just keep on being patient with him. he’ll eventually realize you’re being honest. ❞ then too did humor bleed into sola’s warm voice, more welcome now that it followed some advice. ❝ probably won’t tell you though. ❞
a soft groan escaped her lips as padmé shook her head still cradled by her palms, curls falling in a veil about her forearms. ❝ as long as he knows, i don’t need him to tell me, but i mostly worry about when we return to coruscant. ❞ the mere words pressed dread cold and heavy into her belly. and how horrible was it that the crux of her concerns were not the harm he could muster? ❝ it will be so easy for him to slip out, disappear into the city even with someone watching him. i know he can take care of himself, but if he goes after master windu, someone again… ❞ most importantly, she would lose him, fail this duty she had taken onto herself, but both of the women beside knew as much from her frantic call the night before. there were other, even more practical issues pertaining only to her. ❝ i put a lot of credits into his bond, mom. if i only had the trouble it’d cause to deal with, that’s one thing, but that amount of credits? ❞ a small bit of weight slid off her shoulders at the admission. at least, they knew. they understood.
her sister’s vexed sigh spoke as loudly as her mother’s horrified breath of a whisper. ❝ oh, padmé, you didn’t. ❞
once more, her head felt too heavy to lift, her only defense a weak but stubborn, ❝ if either of you had been there, you wouldn’t have been able to leave him either. “ and she knew in her heart they wouldn’t have been, financially ruinous or not.








