Navigating the sw industry as a trans guy is so fucking weird and there's a lot of shit people just don't know you gotta deal with. You tell people ur trans and they always think you're a trans girl and get disappointed when you don't have a cock.
Lord help you if you're gay too, idk wtf "faggot impostor" means but I just be thinking about among us when people say that shit. And if you're pre-op forget even trying, you're just a straight girl. But, when it comes to fetishizing enough to give me your money, sometimes I do feel like it's harder than if I were a trans lesbian. You have to degrade yourself at some point for money in a society like this, so sometimes you gotta appeal to chasers, but they're often like cis lesbians in my case. Always feel like they got some kinda detrans fetish too. When they say shit it's usually even creepier than the straight guy chasers too.
I'm sure that people just...dont wanna see it. I've had people tell me it's "basically straight" when the guy is preop. I don't look like buck or whatever so.....Idk. People tell you it's lucrative but only if you're a certain type. Maybe if I fit more into a masc or fem box it'd be easier but....I'm not. Usually I have people triple checking cuz they cant tell. Heart goes out to any pre op trans guy tryna do this shit lmao
Anyways I scheduled another nic test for my top surgery, hope I can actually quit it this time