OK so emotions are a basard and im not in any condition for dealing with it except i have to.
A FRIEND. of Days of Olde. showed up at my door, this morning, and Huge Mood happen, and then later, we got drunk.
so, i’m still pished. and i have carling beside me and the hangover already beginninbgh within me. i haven’t slept. i probably will. the hangover will be awful. i’m hungry and dehydrated,
i am here convincing myself THE BEST THING TO DO IS DISAPPEAR. IT IS THE ONLY OPTION. and then... it is NOT. and i am SO. bewildered. lost. confused. angry. aggravated. indifferent. infuriated.
circles. circles everywher