Sorry if I sound rude, but I truly wish the best for you! You're such an amazing person and it would be a true honor to see and hear more from you. Not to mention, I believe TBoA might become a sensation due to its uniqueness. After all, who needs fairy tales nowadays? Well, I guess there are still some people left. And I believe your story might just be what it's need to turn the spark into a flame. Anyway, take care of yourself first and thanks in advance for reading this message! Bye! (2/2)
This means more to me than I can ever say, and to say that I appreciate it would be an understatement. I’ve been thinking a lot about how I would “break my silence”, so to speak. Especially this last month or so. Those of you that follow me on my twitter know that I’m occasionally active over there for brief episodes, maybe because my following isn’t quite as big so I don’t feel the same performance anxiety that I do on here or my YouTube channel. I keep telling myself that I should return with a bang or roar but I think it just puts even more pressure on the situation.
TBoA is my everything. This project is more important to me than anything else I’ve created, so to everyone who has messaged me with concerns that my absence means the cancellation of the story, rest assured! I honestly don’t think hell nor high waters could stop me from working on this project. Even if - God forbid - something were to happen to me personally, I’d find a way to make sure the story is told in the end. I would also like to post more work unrelated to TBoA as well. Fanart, gifts, standalone work, etc.
But that aside, I want to thank you all so very much for your patience. I am often brought to tears by how understanding the vast majority of you all have been, how kind your messages are, and how supportive my friends have remained. It has been a very difficult few years and I believe that I lost myself somewhere in the struggle. Things that once came easily to me - my thoughts, my art, my convictions - are now harder to grasp. I have more recovering to do and a lot more lost confidence to build, but I will get there. I’d like to start posting more again but this is a very big leap for me since not many others besides my close friends have seen my art in quite some time, so I hope you all will enjoy my sketches, wips, and experimental work while I recover. It makes me nervous to show “rough” work since I’m such a perfectionist, but that very trait is one of many that ended up crippling me for as long as it did so I simply must overcome it and make peace with myself and what I, as one person, can reasonably produce.
Thank you all for your support! 🐺🌹⚕️🐍