#huntressofgod

[saekoxark]

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Send me a ★ for one headcanon about my character's childhood

♔❙{ Saeko was sickly. She was always bed ridden and her skin was very pale and often too cold. Due to this, her little sister would feed her soups and bring her art supplies to draw with. She also took up to playing instruments since she couldn't go outside. }

[sasumeoshima-exorcist]

✝ (Wish)

My muse has left their old, brown leather book somewhere by accident. It looks like it’s seen years of wear and tear, and upon opening it your muse discovers that it’s full of wishes that never came true and times in their life when they were hurt/alone/sad. Send me a “✝” to read a wish or sad memory (specify which.) from the book.

25. 6. 18XX

It’ll be another year tomorrow.

Four already, but then with how I spent most of them of course it doesn’t feel long for me. I doubt it ever will (if I’m not exhausted I relive it when I sleep, and if I’m alone and I don’t keep my mind blank I imagine things), but at the very least I hope it’ll be better for Shida.

We’re thinking of heading to the Order, and as much as I know about what they did and how they are I don’t oppose the idea. Four years of endless travelling, no goal or aim besides making it through each moment as they come.

I know it won't help me, what with how Central will no doubt see me suspiciously with what our parents did and how I have mom's Innocence. I can't imagine they'll be as harsh on Shida, what with how young she was when we were orphaned.

I know it'll be good for Shida, though, which is why we're going. I... I've been nothing but a shit sister after what happened, so it's the least I can do. After what she's been through these last few years because of me, there's nothing I could do to make it up to her.

She doesn't blame me for anything, though she's never said anything (we never talk about it, anyways). I know Sarah doesn't either, and- and that They wouldn't, either.

But I can't.

I can't.

Even if it's not my fault, that doesn't change the fact it happened because of me.

If I wasn't here—

If—

If they hadn't come they'd still—

WHYDIDTHEYCOME

WHYWHYWHY

WHY

if only they hadn't

[sasumeoshima-exorcist]

"Is that really a gamble you're willing to make?"

"Well I don't actually have a choice, do I?" Sasume countered, eyebrow raising. Her golden, slit iris briefly brightens into amber for a moment.

"I do it, I have a chance to die. I don't, both of us will die." Her voice became sharper, tense, and gradually the battle-worn Exorcist bristled more and more. "This isn't something up for fucking debate."

[sasumeoshima-exorcist]

Yawning headcanon

Send me a word plus 'Headcanon' and I'll give a headcanon based on that word.

As exhausted as she often is, Sasume doesn't yawn much. Like, at all. 

When she doesn't hold it back when a yawn approaches, she actually has a really fricking ADORABLE yawn that I feel obligated to compare to a puppy's — high-pitched, soft, and with lots of stretching and such~ uvu

[sasumeoshima-exorcist]

Aquamarine.

"The lake we had back home," she says, not even needing to think about it. "Sometimes we'd camp out to see the sunrise and the way it'd light up..."

And then, of course, wind up yanking each other into the water and just howl with laughter as they all got soaked, even if it'd always mean a week coughing and sneezing afterwards.

(In hindsight, as much as Sasume loves forests, lakes can be even better if they're in one...)

[troublesome--trainee-blog]

omg Amy you deleted your blog?

Then you chose the same username as last time, you know it links to you again, right?

Nevermind you changed it, hahahah.