Me: wanting to write a long fic for yu yu hakusho that goes into the spirit/human/demon world dynamic with kuwabara as the MC (also bring the territory bois back cause they deserve more screen time) since hey, can literally cut through anything and also weird shadiness with kuwabara’s dad knowing about the tearing down of the kekkai barrier like he reads spirit world news or something
(also wanna do some hiei & kuwabara exploration bc wow they kinda have the same journey of a return to home where hiei ends up back in the demon world and kuwabara cements himself on the human side and i just wanna explore so much of their relationship dynamic it’s so interesting to me)
Me: trying to research the worldbuilding/characters for yyh through wiki/rewatching/reading the manga
Me: ripping my hair out at the large list of unanswered questions i have about kuwabara’s potential/powers and lack of detailed worldbuilding and vague ominous political underhand stuff going on
Togashi i love you but also wtf there’s so much retconn and i have so many questions
my notes for this are a hot mess this is why i can’t long fic with new plot
