#i need to calm down..

[pearlfoam]

ok… i am a little too eepy to write after my dnd session (lucky for my victim) but i shall most definitely be continuing in the morning!!!

[give-baek-my-love]

tmi

has anyone ever had like... a cancer scare? I have lipomas and whenever I find a new one I always end up freaking out a little.. 

[iwasajedionce]

Tomorrow I will be 18

Here I am lying in the dark of my room with my puppy and crying to the sound of all the rain and thunder outside my window. I went and saw adaline with my bf which even worsened my feelings about tomorrow bc of a fear of growing older. I'm so scared I can't calm down I don't feel 17 I don't feel anything I'm not ready for everything that's happening so fast I'm so scared I don't feel like myself and I'm graduating soon and I just moved and lost a lot of friends and I'm worried about my boyfriend breaking up with me since we will be going to college .. I don't know anymore!!! I can't even handle a few days away from him I'm so emotionally dependent and attached to him idk how this happened I don't know how to change it and be whole again I lost myself to another person and that's the scariest thing ever.. I will be 18 and crying in the bathroom silently still I will be 18 and still worrying over everything I will be 18 and more lost and scared then I am right now.. Why do I exist I am lost and cannot stop crying to the thunder outside my window thinking maybe my sadness will drown my aging I'm so scared

[unsexybeast]

I was cleaning up my room and found a newspaper

dated for yesterday

with the cover story about Trayvon Martin.

I wasn't in Pittsburgh until 4/5pm yesterday

The paper was near my bags of food that I essentially drug into my room

.......Someone put this newspaper under my door

SOMEONE PUT THIS NEWSPAPER UNDER MY DOOR.

[justradiohead]

Anybody?

Okay. The MOMENT that Radiohead announce a tour, I am buying tickets. The thing is... Nobody Around here will come with me (They either don't like radiohead or they do but are not fans..).

Does anybody on this entire earth want to come with me? I don't care if you're from Jupiter, I will happily go with a fellow obsessor.

YOU CAN LIVE WITH ME IF YOU NEED ACCOMADATION. I JUST REALLY NEED A LOVELY PERSON TO ENJOY THIS WITH. OMG.

[bbuinggoesthebunny]

:> i'm really happy right now.. asfkjnadlfa NYAAAA ♥

[paranoiacdirector-blog]

...I think i'll go for a drive. Uhm. I think the base will be alright without me.