Oct 26, 2017
...
less lovely than you think i am.
perhaps this was a mistake a misjudgement on my part i’ve put what i had on stake and apparently didn’t do my part
the spur of the moment caused you hurt i can’t rewind and undo my choice i was stupid and irrational i should’ve not done that option.
i want to hear you again to just idly talk it’s only been a day but it seems that i’m missing you so
i’m sorry for being uncaring insensitive and selfish i didn’t mean to come off rude and scare you away because of this.
i want to hear one last i love you though our chats might mean nothing to you i suppose i deserve the silence the absence of your presence beside me.
