Dec 19, 2020
my mind keeps flopping between wanting to be alone and really really not wanting to be alone rn
#trying to process and figure out what my feelings are tonight#i think lonely#and empty#worried#but i cant pinpoint over what#and i keep thinking#i dont want to be alone#its cold and dark and too quiet#but then i think#im feeling down so i should just be alone to feel my feeling by myself#so i think the real solution#is to just try to go to sleep#my cats cuddling me tho so that helps