I can't lose you. How could I go on now? Without you? After losing them? I can't do this again.
I'll do anything I can. Anything to make you stay. If you can't accept me alive, then I'll have to resort to drastic measures.
Don't worry, it should be over soon enough.
Your ribs are valuable. Sternum, ribs jutting out of that small chest. I want to see them heaving with effort while I cut into you. Down your ribs, one at a time. I'll oh so delicately cut the skin away. Muscle, fat, carve your ribs out one by one.
Cut into your diaphragm, I'll watch you struggle for breath. That's how I feel. How I feel when you try to leave me. I can't breathe, why should you? I'll reach inside you, I'll grab your diaphragm. I'll hold tightly to your breath. I'll make sure you never breathe again. In a world without me, you shouldn't be able to. In a world without you, I'm not able to.
With my hands so deeply inside your chest, you'll never feel empty again. Your lungs, your heart. I'll make sure it beats for longer more. I'll be in control of your heart beat, Five. Me. You hold my heart, I'll make sure I'll be the only one to hold yours. I'll make it beat for as long as you stay, my dear.
It's too late. You chose this. You'll fade. You've been suffocating. I'll watch you fade. We'll make eye contact, I'll be the last thought in your head.
When you pass, I'll pull your heart out. It's mine. I'll never leave it behind, ever, Five. Don't you understand?
Bite after bite, mouthful after mouthful of your heart. I'll make sure it's kept safe deep, deep inside my bowels. We'll never have to be without the other again.
I'll keep you deep under my skin, I'll never lose you again. Why didn't you realize this sooner? Nothing will come between us again. I'll grind your ribs to a paste and soon it will be so deep inside my soul, your bone marrow will keep my bones together. The glue that's so deep in my very core.
I'll never be without you. You'll never be without me. Just open the door, Five. I'll show you how true I can be. I'll prove my love to you and only you. Just open the door.
Open the door. (:
Okay. Okay, I'll come outside. Just give me a second to grab a coat, I don't want to freeze.
