Aug 23, 2022
Emotions are a prison; A curse; Yet I bear them willingly in order to be able to feel deeply entrenched in fictional men's non-existent fucking lives
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Emotions are a prison; A curse; Yet I bear them willingly in order to be able to feel deeply entrenched in fictional men's non-existent fucking lives
Under
I've been swimming around this 5 foot pool looking for something but I don't know what. I can't find it above and I can't find it with my eyes open and I'm swimming so hard and I'm running out of breath and it feels like there's anchors on my limbs. I refuse to go under and I refuse to be above. Whatever I'm trying to find I can't find it when I'm breathing, the less I breathe the closer it comes. I don't know what in the world I think I'm going to find in my pool but I know it's something. There's something there. When I'm not in there I feel heavy and tired and slow and I don't want to be those things. My lips are blue and my skin is pale. I'm shaking too much. Being above is what's getting me to me. I don't feel like this when I'm under. I want to be under.
This WWE Bakery AU is getting ridiculous, somebody help me.
"39 Poems Left in the House When Henry Walked Out and Disappeared," from the book This is the Ocean, by Robert Krut
"I'm Going Under," by Alright Alright, from the EP Songs for Secret Societies
I made a bet with my mom a couple months ago about me not watching Buffy the vampire slayer until June. I can't do it anymore, I'm feeling depressed without it... I need help
I need to find the house phone to call my job but there is a strong chance its under my sister's bed. What ends up there is never seen again. If I don't return I just wanted all my followers to know I love you all.
So I was pissed off at my teacher today,
and in my head, I called him a motherho. A MOTHER. HO. LIKE WHAT DOES THAT EVEN MEAN? NOT "MOTHERFUCKER", BUT "MOTHERHO"? Seriously. What is wrong with me?
I need sleep. I need all the sleep.
