Apr 12, 2017
eugh....eating disorders are really hard...i want to eat, im hungry, i've only managed to force myself to eat a small sandwich today, but i just...can't. i can't go downstairs and stare in the fridge trying to convince myself i'm worth feeding it hasn't been a good day for confidence and that always kills my ability to take care of myself. and i'm scared i'll get sick if i eat but even thinking of eating, as hungry as i am, makes me want to start crying and...i'm so tired. i'm so tired i just want to eat