Jan 5, 2019
today I discovered that an artist I admire and thought was way older than me because of her amazing skills is actually the same age as I am
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today I discovered that an artist I admire and thought was way older than me because of her amazing skills is actually the same age as I am
when you were taught at a young age that asking for attention and validation is wrong and was beaten for asking.
When you’re an adult now and asking for attention and validation makes you feel like the biggest piece of shit in the world.
when you get attention and validation only after asking for it so you feel as if you’re receiving pity. that your peers are talking about how selfish you are behind your back.
when others are far more popular and talented than you are and you want to rub shoulders with them like everyone else is but you’ve already been classed as “funnymen” among your peers and not taken seriously.
when nothing is good enough anymore but its never been your place to say so.
i look so evil omg
I wore slacks with a belt and a sleeveless shirt to school the other day because I wanted to dress up for a performance I had for class and basically every person I spoke to that day complimented me on my outfit and it’s like... I know I shouldn’t be offended, but it’s really weird to start getting compliments when you try something different because it’s like, what do y’all think about the way that I normally dress?
Why hello there. It’s ya boi(not really) Ava. I know you probably don’t even know me but oh well here it goes. This blog is going to about Exo(a lot of Xiumin but Exo none the less) and maybe a few other posts here and there that may or may not be related to them idk honestly I get off topic a lot. Anyway I might do this thing where I don’t post for like 4 days then I suddenly post a ton of shit so be prepared. please don’t expect too much from me I’m very mediocre person. Also I’m aware this isn’t the most proper intro as I said I’m mediocre so
some post: impostor syndrome is really common among high-achievers
me: lmao okay knowing many people are failures doesn’t make me less of one
okay, kisses kitten
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