#i'm self indulging

[susann-noir]

A moodboard for my Madeleine

[superlactose]

Sometimes you just gotta watch anime with your bf (sorry for the terrible quality, pls click for full res)

[kagrs]

HhhHhhHHhhhh

[susann-noir]

He was sad and having a really rough day, and needed some cheering up! 😅

[kakusu-shipping]

S/I Story tid-bit that won't leave my head after watching Ass Class the third time though

Koro-Sensei: You're an amazing guy, you'll find love again. I know you will.

Me: Yeah, but they won't be you. They won't go mach 20, or hug with 6 appendages. They won't have your smile, your laugh, your silly quirks and cocky attitudes.

Me: Can I love them as much? Can your second love really be as intense as your first?

Koro-Sensei: ... *Places a tentacle on my head*

Koro-Sensei: Speaking from personal experience, yes.

Koro-Sensei: You may not love them the same ways, or for the same reasons, but you will love them just as much.

Koro-Sensei: Because you and I... We love with our entire hearts. Everytime.

[thevibraniumvoid]

Oh, btw. This coffee shop/bakery au may or may not be a Mexican!/Latinx! reader fic because I haven’t written one in a  long time 👀

[thisistoomuchtuna]

answering things because it gives me the opportunity to gush about fictional men.

I got tagged by Kaatjemsk (who is very nice, and who you should follow, provided you enjoy a buttload of Sherlock and Tom Hiddleston) and since my life is empty, I had plenty of time to answer the questions :P I'm too lazy to tag people, so whoever reads this and feels inclined to follow my lead, consider yourself tagged! :) 1. Which band/singer is your guilty pleasure? Honestly, that's a tough one to answer! There aren't many bands/singers I listen to, that I'm ashamed of, or that I consider to be a guilty pleasure. The Glee soundtrack maybe? But come on, you've got to love the Warblers! 2. If you could go back in time, where would you go and who would you want to meet? Ooh, I love this question! My answer is ever changing and will probably be different tomorrow, but I'll give it a shot. Right now, I'm completely obsessed with Jane Eyre, so I would like to go to Great Britain in the age of the Bronte sisters, and try and find myself a Rochester. Or a Darcy, I'm not picky. 3. Favourite food? Anything with peanut sauce on it. That shit will even make bricks taste like heaven! 4. Which superpower would you want to have? I'm gonna go with time travel. See question 2 for the explanation. 5. If you could change anything about yourself, what would it be? I could stand to have the social anxiety dialed down a few notches. I come across as wonderfully social and talkative, but social situations literally make me sick. I usually end up puking, because I'm so uncomfortable. But I'm working on it and trying to get used to people, so I'm hoping it's gonna get better in the future. 6. What is the sexiest accent? SCOTTISH! Good God, give me a handsome, rugged Scot, and I will most likely faint. I want one that chops wood and herds sheep and sweats and wears muddy boots! I'll probably have a hard time understanding anything he says to me, but that is of little consequence. 7. If your favourite character from your main fandom would knock on your door right at this moment, who would it be and what would you do? I don't really have a main fandom. I am moderately into a few fandoms, so I'm just going to pick one of my current obsessions, which is Mr. Darcy. I would force him to take me back to his fictional world, where we would proceed to live happily ever after. Elizabeth Bennet is overrated. 8. Describe your ideal Friday night. Watching movies and/or shows in bed and eating anything and everything I desire. Or go to Disneyland and not having to wait in line for the rides. If those two activities could be combined, that would be perfect. Also, Tina Fey needs to come over to my house, so we can eat chinese food together and complain about things and be best friends forever. 9. Are you into gaming, and do you have a favourite game? I used to be big into gaming. BIG. HUGE. MASSIVE. But then I started art school and I have barely touched my 360/game computer since. My two favorite games are Dune 2000 and Unreal Tournament, which I still play occasionally. I don't really have the time, but every now and then, I'll squeeze in a little playing time. So no, not so much in to gaming these days. 10. What is your favourite novel, can you quote a passage from it that has really stuck with you? Blargh, hardest question known to man! (Or to me, at least). I'm tempted to say Jane Eyre, but I also adore The Gargoyle by Andrew Davidson. I own a signed copy of that book. If there's ever a fire in my house, I will protect that book with my own body. So I have to say The Gargoyle, even though Jane Eyre is a close second. But that may change tomorrow. I'm very changeable :P The Gargoyle is wonderful book about a burn victim that falls in love with a mental patient who believes she is from the past and that they are in fact, former lovers. As for a passage that I love… I've never played well with others. So over and over again, I was sheeted with cadaver skin. There I lay, wearing dead people as armor against dead. And because I can't really leave out a Jane Eyre quote: You touch me, sir. You hold me, and fast enough: I am not cold like a corpse, nor vacant like air, am I? 11. What would you say to your younger self if you had the chance? For crying out loud, tinier version of me, stop being so hard on yourself! Yes, life isn't always pleasant, but guess what: it's gonna get a whole lot worse before it gets better, and it's not your fault! So the sooner you start believing that, the better. And try to be more optimistic, because depression isn't very flattering. Yes, this sounds harsh, and you will scold me for being so tough on you, but you can handle it. We like the truth, remember? It's a good thing. And stop being friends with people you don't even like. Oh, and try to dress a little less gloomy. It's perfectly acceptable to wear a skirt or a dress every once in a while. You are a girl, it's allowed. And one last thing: be nicer to the few gentlemen that will try to court you in the oncoming years. You may not always like their advances, but there may come a day when you are actually interested in a certain gentlemen caller, at which point, you will be so used to being unfriendly to men, you will not know how to socialize with him. This will be a problem. Fix it now, because we do not want to end up living alone with fourteen dogs, do we now?