MC TAURUS - IC SCORPIO
To get love you looked for approval and if you didn’t get it - it hurt. You needed encouragement but you were kept under very strong dominance or control within the family; there was only one way,’ ‘their way’. You felt you didn’t belong or you didn’t get along with a sibling. Your parents had a powerful influence and effect on you; they may have manipulated your behaviour to accommodate their arrangements or affairs. You could have felt emotionally removed or separated from a parent in some way – maybe the death or distancing of a parent which may have left you feeling insecure. The psychological effect of your childhood was deep; trust may have been broken which may have affected future relationships. You may have felt unwanted and unattractive, that you couldn’t show your true self. You need to look inwards to resolve subconscious childhood issues in order to gain emotional security. You were taught the value of money because financial undertones were issues, yet the financial situation was never discussed. You were provided for but you may have felt the least important person; ‘kept down’ which may have led to a basic feeling of insecurity. When you matured you felt you couldn’t depend on anyone else, you had to depend on yourself. In order to overcome the insecurity you felt in ‘self’ you needed to become financially independent; to land on your ‘own two feet’. You will work at achieving financial security through your own rules, but with a strong work ethic. You are non-materialistic, you will make do. You like to give to other people in practical or material ways, but you can be ‘ripped off’ easily. You will give ‘things’ to people (‘things’ to you are just ‘things’) but if what you give to others makes them happy, then you feel happy too; however you can give too much away.