So a lot of awful things happened this week and i saw a bunch of gruesome pictures of murder victims at work again. Im thinking about quitting, its bad for me. Not just that. The whole ambient and the way our boss treats us. Ive lost weight and gained it again in a cycle of being sick of the stomach from both not being able to eat all day because i cant take the time to and anxiousness, and then stresseating. And i feel like im just stagnating there; Im forgetting 4 years of french and theory of foreign language teaching, i dont feel im improving at my job anymore (even when i know im doing a good job, and thats because of how our boss treats us) i dont have a thick skin nor im tough, so may be im just not strong enough, but this doesnt merits my (because im lucky, lucky, lucky for having support while i search for something that doesnt makes me feel sick and tired all the time) suffering.