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[xiaxlu]

All of you not involved with the situation at hand:

DON'T GET INVOLVED.

This crap is being dragged on much longer than it needs to be, and is being blown to a point that is just ridiculous. If you see something, DO NOT comment. Ignore it and let it be. This is not the family that I love and care about. This is not the illest that I was once so proud to say I was a part of. Right now I don't even want to call myself "Mama Lu" and I'm quite honestly hurt by all of this that's going on. Just leave it alone, and let stupid shit die.

[xiaxlu]

Listen up brats!

Do to some people RUDELY deactivating without saying a single word, don't even get me started on that damn it, there's going to be an activity check today. Letting you all know beforehand.

--Mama Lu

( Posting it here cause too annoyed to sign back into the directory, tbh )

[illestconfessions-blog]

So, honestly, I don’t want to hide who I am, because it may be a confession, but it is a honest confession, and how I feel. Besides that, it’s nothing bad so I don’t mind sharing it and have other members reading it and knowing how I feel or how tough my journey may have been.  So, I’m Jinki and I haven’t even joined that long ago, but I am happy that I joined. My past with directories or people has not been that amazing and smoothly. The directories I’ve been in, were directories that weren’t as stable as this one. I’ve been in 3 directories before this and they all just went dead after a few weeks. Uhm, they were that bad that they didn’t even send out a message to let the members know they closed.  I’ve always felt like an outcast, whether it was in a directory or even on tumblr itself. I joined tumblr rp in times where there were already groups and most people didn’t seem to want to get to know a new person. It was hard to, sort of try and fit it, while staying myself. But I managed. I.. I have had my bad and hard times, especially the last two months. I’ve been wanting to end everything quite a few times. There weren’t many people who cared but someone managed to take time and message me from time to time, telling me how I shouldn’t give up and that there were eventually people who would actually care and guess what, she was right. This directory is… crazy, but lovely. The welcome was amazing. I haven’t actually spoken to many of you all, this is part of the fact that you guys are busy and I am as shy as I don’t know what, but… honestly, you guys have saved me since I joined. I feel better than ever right now. So, this is kind of a thank you, to all of you. 

[illest-tia]

Once we figure out who are family is, we stick to them like leaches, because we know they'll stick by us........... no matter how much we hurt them

[illest-tia]

lest-ray replied to your post: I never knew there was an ask limit.

now u do haha

Exactly now I do,

[illest-tia]

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