#im just... so tired.

[yearningaces]

Well... Between 2 jobs, 16+ hour shifts (I've got a solid 20 hour between my two jobs tomorrow back to back) and so fourth

My debit card was stolen. I had less than a thousand in my account. I only have $0.33 cent in my account now. Submitted the fraud claims, they're going to refund me back within 10 days, got a grace period on my bills so I have 10 days to get the few hundred I need to pay them thankfully, because I have a history of no missed payments.

I'm not asking for cash, I'll make it ok but I'm just... So fucking tired, man. I'm killing myself working while studying for a better degree and what little I do have was stolen. What pisses me off is they were mostly cash withdrawals so the fucker gets to keep the little bit I did have.

It just makes me wanna cry, and throw up. Gut wrenching all damn day because of it.

[keekee-chan]

I'm just trying to have a good day but the fact that I'm going to have to spend at least 400 to get my car fixed.... I have -50 in the bank. I get paid Wednesday, but 449 of that's going to rent. I'm just going to have to spend the rest of my paycheck fixing this shit and then try to survive on whatever my girlfriend gets from part time from taco bell. My parents want to help but they just paid for new tires a few months ago and I just can't keep having them pay for my stupid car. I feel like shit bc I can't pay for anything and my older sister just keeps reminding me that they help me so much and making me feel worse.

I just feel like all i do is work and do everything at my job while everyone else sits on their damn phones, then when I forget to check expiration dates or don't clean something I get bitched at. And all my extra money goes into gas just to get up here to a job I can't stand. And no matter how much I try to find a closer job, I can't even get contacted back for a fucking dishwasher job, much less something that actually pays well. Not that I even care, I'm well aware that I'll be struggling to make it just as much in any other job I can get.

I figure if I'm lucky ill have maybe 50 for gas, and if not I'll figure something out. I'm just so tired, every paycheck just disappears, and I really can't spend anything on even a 2 dollar treat to make shit more bearable. Oh, and it's my birthday today, but I'm too broke and stressed to enjoy it or even care.