#im mostly fine

[froggods]

going to the ER lads

[sannin-three]

Often find myself wondering what parts of my headcanons and mental scenarios are "normal", and which parts were brought on by the severe physical and emotional abuse I suffered as a child 🤔

[gargelyfloof118]

Hoo boy, it's been a week.

Hubs finished the final pump house. It's the ugliest of the bunch, but it's just as insulated as the others.

Monday brought a freak thunderstorm blowing across the lake that built up hailstones. It rained so hard for 45 minutes straight that we couldn't see past the front doors, and our weather station read almost 2 inches from just that 45 minutes.

The hailstones were in the last couple of minutes and they made it look like it snowed. The wind threw our feed tent into the trees. It was tied and staked down, but the wind ripped the tabs out of the tent and just flung it.

At the end of the day, when we thought we could rest, one of our horses choked. The vet was called, I rubbed his neck like a madman and managed to clear the choke (and strain my stomach). The vet came out after dark (woo after hours vet bill) and double-checked my work and gave him some anti-inflammatory. He's on mash dinner from now on.

I don't remember much of Tuesday. It passed in a blur of cold and wind. I tried to rest. My dad is having issues and has been in and out of the hospital. My husband was informed that everyone in his company might not get a paycheck this week.

Yesterday, it rained all day. More hail. Bigger hail. The horses got their jackets thrown on. Hubs had to do a hay run in the rain. The feed store didn't have any, so he had to go back and get a compressed bale. I had to start dinner since he was running behind. Im still not ready to be standing that long. I'm healing fine from the surgery, but my muscles need to catch up with me.

It's sunny today. Still cold. Wind is howling. I haven't done much. Friends were supposed to come visit, but things came up.

I'm hoping Friday is uneventful.

[feathersforthesoul]

A friend once told me how there were times she couldn’t go to sleep until 4 am because she was afraid someone would go through her child’s window and kidnap them. I thought that was too extreme.

And now I can’t sleep one night without having a scary nightmare/hallucination about my daughter that I wake myself up from and feel embarrassed and ashamed that yet again I lost my sense of reality. 

Ya Allah please ease the souls of every mother in this world. 

[abbaccha]

s/o to the manager at my part-time job for assuring me i won’t be completely unemployed because of the outbreak lmao

[lairep]

saw infinity war, won’t spoil it

just gotta say

that thor is a problem that needs to be dealt with

he is too handsome

[enbyplant]

still in shoulder pain hell... im p sure it's my upper trapezius that's giving me problems and im trying desperately to change my desk setup at work but i can't make the desk any shorter or the chair any taller and the armrests on the chair are too short

[m-ozzy]

And I’m not your protagonist, I’m not even my own! I don’t know anything, I don’t even know what I don’t know.