#im so dramatic

[7-inches-of-satanic-panic]

seeing ao3 go down for maintenance is like waving goodbye to a loved one as they sail away on a ship, unaware if they're about to crash into the iceberg this time or not

[silkenminx]

Btw im NOT pregnant yippie!!!!

[waffawa]

Break your own heart ❤️

[happierthanjames]

you know after my whole RANT about missing irl parallel fics about pazzi, i’m reading this fic where paige is a handyman and azzi is a wnba player and the author ATE IT UP like i don’t have to try and picture paige because the way she’s written is SO paige. ugh im so happy

[strangercleric]

I feel like I'm going through a pre-grief for season 5, Idk it's weird cause I know it's the end of ST but it's also the end of a personal phase for me. I mean I started watching this show when I was 14 and I recently turned 24…WTF. Do you see what I'm talking about? ST has been a part of my life for a long time and I can't believe it's ending, it's sad and exciting at the same time. I know many people in this fandom share this same feeling. I can remember how I was in the closet when season 3 came out, I was so afraid of what my family and friends would think of me, but seeing Robin and Steve in that bathroom scene gave me the courage to come out to my own loved ones (everything turned out very well btw). ST was always there for me during hard times in my life, it was my comfort place, and my inspiration too in so many ways. Thanks to ST I made a lot of friends, created a blog here, made a lot of theories and analysis, went viral on tiktok (that was a very random moment lol), I WROTE MY FIRST NOVEL (I don't care if it's a byler fanfic it's the longest thing I've written in my life), and that's how I discovered my passion for writing. Now because of that I'm in my third year of university studying language and literature… I just can't believe it. I'm getting very emotional here, sorry. I go back to what I said at the beginning, the pre-grief. It's really hard to know that it will end, to leave all that behind and move on, to another stage. It gives me a little anxiety, I won't be here on tumblr as much for sure, maybe I'll stop writing byler fanfics (being honest that will never happen), we won't be waiting for another season anymore, we won't be analyzing trailers or episodes or whatever, I'm going to feel so lost, I don't know. I'm also going to miss the Byler nation/community, which I've had the privilege of watching grow over the years, seeing the work of so many people here. You guys are so talented, and this place feels like a safe home to me. Okay, this already seems like a goodbye letter, it is not. What I'm trying to say is that I'm going to try to enjoy the little bit of time we have left until Season 5 premieres, because I already know that from November 26th to January 1st I'm going to be crying buckets, I just know it. So I'll have fun even though it seems like I'm going crazy because of this ending. Although, if I'm going crazy, we could go crazy together, right?

[mikosscorpion]

hiiiiiiii my luvsssssss!!! how was ur day todayyyy????? (sorry babies, i missed check in yesterday bcz i got fucked up last night)

anywho!! todays topic of discussion: things that pissed you off today!

i’ll go first!:

dropped my sushi on the floor (was about to eat it anyways but i held back).

got called adorable by someone my age.

lost aura and tripped over my own foot in public.

dealt with the most annoying big back ass customer wanting a refund for something they ALREADY ate but “didnt like”..

hm: didn’t get my booty ate today AND my gf didnt slap my ass when i bent down in front of her five minutes ago.

anddd i think thats pretty much it!!!

(im in my luteal phase).

[vacuiterror]

i hate the word “grope” so much it triggers me so badly and legitimately makes me wna cry Lol

[noinoi10101010]

vent I'm so sorry about this

my grandma is here and I don't trust her to be valuable about my interest or my identity and my parents want me talk more so they tried with her but cause of how they are I can't just not hang out with them without feeling some kind of anger it's stupid I know but my mom even says "were your family we don't judge you" yeah like calling my sister stupid for coming out as non - binary to you and stopping me from stiming cause you thought I would eventually stop is not judging me. And that's the thing they do shit like this and expect me and my sister to be fine with it. They think were just an innocent happy Christian family white picked fence and all but looking deeper is anything but that. The sad part is I still do love them I want the loveing mom I loved back, the mom that would help me with my homework, the mom that would get me stuff animals when I was younger when I really wanted to buy a certain one, the mom that would let me sleep in her bed when the power went out in a storm cause I was scared to be alone in the dark, were did that mom go? Are was she always like that and I was just too stupid to understand that at least I will give the true love to my friends, my fics and my interest and random people I just interact with online people that deserve that love not someone who says they love me but there actions don't prove that. I'm so sorry for bothering everyone with this

@catspawcreates @goodolddumbbanana @lednet-sorrow-au-blog @multifandomcutie13 @sillyzone1209 @doodledrawz @weirdcoregal35 @ikamigami