So i’m writing a poem a day for National Poetry Writing month and i can’t write.
ONLY DEATH CAN SAVE US GUYS.
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So i’m writing a poem a day for National Poetry Writing month and i can’t write.
ONLY DEATH CAN SAVE US GUYS.
@disturbed @johnmoyerbass #amexstage #americanexpressstage @aclfestival #backstage #stageside #imanass #acl2018#myproducer #aclfest (at Austin City Limits Music Festival (ACL)) https://www.instagram.com/p/Bo5KaY1hqpC/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=c4xyv0yv05ul
2 moods, one is permanent....guess which one 😅 Been feeling that anxiety and depression and overall stressed that I've been too worried/nervous/scared to post anything. I feel all I'm doing is making mistakes one right after the other, getting mad/frustrated at others who don't need that. I always wonder if I'm too much for my friends but are too worried to break things off or I'm just thinking too much. My job is great but I'm not working at all this week and I already don't work that long of shifts either (4 hours 3 or 4 days a week) which isnt going to help with the rent 😔 I try relationships but my anxiety and depression just get in the way. I look at these photos of myself and go wow I've changed physically and mentally. I look better, way better than I did back in school but I'm a bitch, a cunt, an asshole, a complainer, a dick, a prick, a twat, an idiot. And what else I have found is I'm literally bad luck. I get bed luck on the daily more often that ever. Anyone I'm near suddenly gets bad luck, their day gets ruined, something goes wrong. I am incredibly bad luck. I'm already a superstitious person so I'm literally saying I'm bad luck, a black cat of some sorts. I don't even know where the fuck I'm going with this. I'm an idiot full of bad luck and I don't even know why people want to be friends with me. #imabitch #imacunt #imanasshole #imanass #icomplain #imatwat #imadick #imanidiot #imbadluck #literallyablackcat #nogood #imnogood (at Edmonton, Alberta) https://www.instagram.com/p/Bovsjdmn75V/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=l6ooijm4asbw
Do you ever find yourself sitting in class, mumbling under your breath the answers to questions your professor asks? Because I do it way too often and I’m out of control.
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When your love for apples is real ❤️🍎 • • • #applepicking #lakegeorge #hicksorchard #vacation #beingsilly #apples #thestruggleisreal #imanass
Summer Day 64: I forgot to remove my wrist band from my hospital appointment today. So as I'm sitting in Pecan Lodge eating really good beef rib, a little ol lady at the next table asked if I just got out of the hospital. Luckily, I had my mouth full of food so I could stall to formulate a shocking answer. "I just discharged myself from the psychiatric ward." I then stared off blankly and said "Yes Fernando, the apes ate them." Her expression was priceless. #summerdays2017 #summerdays #scarypeople #imanass (at Pecan Lodge)
Summer Day 64: I forgot to remove my wrist band from my hospital appointment today. So as I'm sitting in Pecan Lodge eating really good beef rib, a little ol lady at the next table asked if I just got out of the hospital. Luckily, I had my mouth full of food so I could stall to formulate a shocking answer. "I just discharged myself from the psychiatric ward." I then stared off blankly and said "Yes Fernando, the apes ate them." Her expression was priceless. #summerdays2017 #summerdays #scarypeople #imanass (at Pecan Lodge)