Dec 1, 2025
Just so you know, the last day I liked you was also the first night that we were on a call.
Just so you know, it's not like I started hating you from that night or anything. If anything, I was so relieved, so comforted that there was someone by my side when I was at my worst—when I overdosed.
Even though you fell asleep in the middle of the call—joking that I was too boring and that’s why you passed out,
Even though you were the reason I wanted to swallow my meds,
I was so happy, knowing someone was sleeping right there next to me.
Hearing your voice felt like a gentle pat on top of my head.
I was so happy, for the first time, when I couldn’t sleep or had to sleep alone.