It's the impending doom behind me isn't it.ヽ( °-°)ノ
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It's the impending doom behind me isn't it.ヽ( °-°)ノ
“Poor guy doesn’t even know what’s coming” Do I even know what’s coming 😭😭😭😭😭
my own body is trying to destroy me
i am irritable and i feel like im turning inside out over and over and over again
i think i escape it and then it stabs me in the lower back
my life is over i will just lay here on the floor and let the darkness consume me
i’m a lamb going to be slaughtered on friday (it has been nice but this is the end)
Last night, the ache almost killed me.
This morning, my wounds are bleeding nonstop.
ive been having a feeling of impending doom for quite some time. I didn’t understand this feeling at first because it’s something I haven’t felt in so long. And then it finally clicked. My anxiety has somehow been triggered by life, but it hasn’t been this severe since high school. I’m 26 now and I’ve been out of high school for almost 10 years. This very foreign feeling is the most uncomfortable thing I’ve gone through in my adult years and it’s not like anything bad is going on but the best way I can describe. It is like walking into a back room and not knowing what to expect next. Life just feels like a back room mind you nothing has really changed. Everything has been the same since the year began but it’s only now that feeling of doom has hit me. As I started to die deep into this feeling and realizing this might be a transformer period of my life. When this feeling occur in high school, it was around the time when I finally had enough of being treated like I didn’t matter and being treated like I wasn’t seen. I started exercising for my own good getting more into hairstyles for my own good just to make myself feel better. A transformation of some sort.. and if that’s the case of what’s happening now then I’m happy because that means there’s a cold here and I haven’t felt like I’ve had any goals in a very long time. I’ve just been cruising through life. granted I’ve gotten more lazy as I’ve gotten older with all the weed smoking and drinking I’ve done in my life. Nothing seems satisfactory anymore. I’m just in need of a change and a serious one at that.
Reading ATLA fanfic that has Zuko bonding with his crew is all well and good until you remember that they all die/disappear after the siege of the northern water tribe
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