Sep 1, 2021
i dont want to do this, i feel nauseous my head feels detached. im supposed to be doing a lot of stuff ive been waiting to feel better but all ive managed to do is make myself sick im so nauseous im not sure if i want to smoke or if its become a default instinct but it makes my nausea worse i feel like a sailors note youd find at a shipwreck im an npc from a horror game except there's no supernatural nothing extreme just my stress, procrastination and nausea i feel so close to sleep but im not willing to face tomorrow but all i want to do is sleep its a losing game i think i have lost and yet some part of me is calm like i want to enjoy this moment, before i have actually failed before i have to deal with the consequences and just exist