“Are you someone out there, who’s a little bit like me?” + Charcel with the infection!au.
When his quarantine ends, Crockett gives Ethan the grand tour of the compound. They have the residence, which is a former office building now filled with mattresses and clothes. People. Meals are cooked in an old coffee shop on the bottom floor, served around a slow-burning fire pit where anything one can find has turned into a sheet. Quarantine is an old RV that gets bleached if someone turns out to be infected. And there’s the medical building, which is a grocery store stripped clean of everything- probably stored in the hospital, now. The “employees only” area is where supplies are kept and Crockett looks for better treatments against the disease. The rest of the store has little stations for checkups and treating those sick with something other than the disease. When they tour medical, there’s a ten year old boy crying in his mother’s arms as someone pours rubbing alcohol over his scraped knee. Such a simple pain.
“Where are we?” he asks after the tour. “Geographically speaking. I’ve been walking for a long time. Forever, it feels like.”
Crockett bumps his shoulder lightly. “You’re in the middle of what’s left of New Orleans. About three quarters of us started here, but the rest are wanderers, like you. Some have the scars.”
“Oh, you know.” He fiddles with the hem of his left sleeve. “You ever think, there’s someone out there, a little bit like you, but maybe they weren’t so lucky? The thing got to ‘em. Started killing them. And they carve it out, anything just to survive. Unless they do it perfect and sterile, though, they never last long. The nasty little thing never goes away. And if it doesn’t kill you, another infection probably will. Hard to find a bottle of amoxicillin when the world ended.”
All of it is said in such a blunt, casual tone of voice, like Crockett wasn’t just describing self-mutilation and death. How he’s so detached from it all, Ethan doesn’t understand. He gets nightmares every time he manages sleep. The initial outbreak, the bodies he’s seen on his journey here. Rotting from the inside out. And he knows he has a scar of his own from a battle with this plague that has rattled down upon them.
“There’s no way we can survive like this for a long time,” he says instead of responding properly. “No production, no contact with other people, the disease-”
“First of all, humans survived for thousands of years without telephones, antibiotics, or even baths. And second of all-” Crockett grabs his shoulder in a firm grip. “We don’t need to survive for a long time. We just need to survive today. And tomorrow, we’ll worry about tomorrow.”
Crockett pulls his mask back up over his face when they walk out of medical, and Ethan is left with more questions than he had before.