day by day i grow more insane about less coherent things, one wrong move on danbooru and now there's an old man eating up half of my brain and its not toshinori

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day by day i grow more insane about less coherent things, one wrong move on danbooru and now there's an old man eating up half of my brain and its not toshinori
love bots asking me about commissions when im right in the middle of the "oh god oh fuck so much work oh god" period of my life, no baby even if you were a real person i have so much backlog i cant do shit
while snow is cool and all I do wish the temperature was a tad itsy bitsy bit higher because I already bought the train ticket but the idea of leaving my bed fills me with dread
being slightly mentally ill to be mentally well is so goated, it's me and that stupid toshi JPEG against the world,,
Good day to everyone except my asshole cat who's too smart for her own good, bitch figured out i sleep through my alarms and ignore most loud noises (inconvenient to everyone in the house) EXCEPT the sound of my pill organiser being moved
the solution? push that bitch around a few times and if I still don't wake up just, push it onto the ground and watch as I startle awake in fear all my medication is now on the floor
I hate this fucking image so much because setting it as my wallpaper fucking works its the motivation that makes my mentally ill brain start working
I am not exagerrating btw I made progress on six different commissions, probably ten+ pieces total and spent literally half my day drawing if not more all because whenever I picked up my phone to waste time this image greeted me
laptop went into repairs and so without YouTube and pc arknights to occupy me in full screen I have returned to scrolling social media
by social media I mean Pinterest comments and it fucking sucks
my open tabs are the perfect showing of my descent into madness (unemployment)